***DISCLAIMER***: All "X-Files" elements and references in this story belong to Fox Broadcasting, Chris Carter, and 1013 Productions, and I am making no money from it. ARCHIVING: Link only, please! ========== Empathic by shannono shannono@iname.com Story, Angst, Mulder/Scully UST/Romance Rated PG-13 Spoilers through "The End" SUMMARY: On temporary assignment to Violent Crimes following the closure of the X-Files, Mulder and Scully are sent to Atlanta to investigate a serial killer case which may, or may not, involve a woman with empathic powers. THANKS: Great big HUGE thanks go out to Lisa Reeves, who had the misfortune of volunteering to beta read this story the Beta Readers Circle. It took her all of three paragraphs to find what I most needed to work on, and for that I am eternally grateful; her comments have improved *all* my subsequent work, not just this story. SPECIAL THANKS: To CW, for beta reading the final version on short notice. Love ya, sis! DEDICATION: This one's for RocketMan, for all her (yes, *her*) wonderful work, and for her encouragement in my own endeavors. And now ... on with the story! :) ========== Empathic by shannono J. Edgar Hoover FBI building Office of Assistant Director Walter S. Skinner Monday, June 22, 1998 8:34 a.m. Skinner looked across the desktop at the two agents sitting opposite him. These two -- and one of them in particular -- had caused the AD no small number of headaches in the four years they had been under his supervision. They broke the rules, circumvented procedure, and generally caused havoc wherever they went. And he was going to do his damnedest not to lose either of them. "I trust you enjoyed your ... vacations, agents?" he said, raising an eyebrow in a move he supposed he'd picked up from the female of the pair. Sure enough, her brow raised in answer, and she nodded shortly. "Yes, sir," Scully said, not even looking at her partner, who remained silent. Neither of them really believed Mulder had enjoyed much of anything in the four weeks since the destruction of the X-files office. Once some of the shock and outrage over the fire had worn off, Mulder and Scully had spent the better part of a week salvaging what they could from the office. Skinner hadn't asked what they'd done with their finds, but somehow he doubted the most vital recovered items would remain in the building. And, government property or not, he didn't really care. "Good." Skinner responded to Scully's remark with hardly a pause. The two agents had just returned from two weeks' vacation, a move Skinner had quietly but firmly insisted was necessary to allow things to calm down. He knew Scully had spent most of the time with her mother, and Mulder most of it alone. For some reason, he doubted they'd spent much time together, but he idly thought he'd hate to see what their telephone bills would look like. Skinner folded his hands in front of him on his desk as he dove into the main order of business for this meeting. "Agents, for the time being, you are being assigned to the Violent Crimes division," he said. "You will remain partners, although this assignment is temporary and you may be sent elsewhere at any time. You will report to ASAC Parker at one this afternoon, after completing the required paperwork and a few final forms from your previous assignment." He paused, then directed his next statement to Mulder. "Agent Mulder, I did want to tell you that ASAC Parker is well aware of the ... less-than-stellar reputation you've been branded with and puts as little stock in it as I do. He has been very impressed with your job performance and solve rate with the X-files and is eager to have you on his team." His eyes shifted to Scully. "And that goes for *both* of you." Mulder couldn't resist. "Excuse me, sir, but what rock has Agent Parker been hiding under?" His innocent gaze was belied by the gleam in his eye and the one quirked-up corner of his mouth. Skinner acknowledged the sarcastic but relatively good- natured barb with a tilt of his head. "I know the both of you have run into quite a bit of opposition from some of your co-workers in the past. But Parker specifically requested your services and had high praise for your abilities. He knows it's been a while since either of you worked in the Bureau mainstream, but he's not going to allow any bullshit from his other agents. That's not to say that you won't get any bullshit, but he's going to come down hard on people when you do." Skinner paused again, then went on. "As I said, this assignment is temporary. The department is short-handed mainly because of the standard summer vacation schedule, as well as a resignation. I don't expect you to be needed there longer than a month or two." Silence fell, until Scully spoke up. "Sir, if I may ask, what can we expect following this assignment?" Skinner looked down at the papers on his desk and replied, "I don't know yet, Agent Scully." He raised his eyes back to meet hers. "But you may rest assured that I will do my best to keep the two of you together. I don't believe the FBI can afford to split up its most effective team, no matter where your final assignments send you." Scully held his gaze, then nodded once before glancing at Mulder. The senior agent's eyes remained on Skinner, but he didn't seem inclined to speak again. Skinner shifted in his seat, feeling inexplicably uncomfortable under Mulder's scrutiny. "Agent Mulder," the AD said. "Do you have any other questions?" Mulder shook his head slowly, still not speaking. Skinner looked at each of the two agents, then dropped his attention back to the papers on his desk. "Then that'll be all, Agents," he said. "Please report to Ann in Personnel to take care of that paperwork. Parker's expecting the both of you in his office at one." The two agents rose in tandem, Mulder falling in place a step behind Scully, and they left the office. Skinner simply watched them go. ========== Tuesday, June 23, 1998 Farmer's Market Decatur, Georgia 8:43 a.m. Sarah Owens walked through the busy farmer's market, humming softly to herself, stopping occasionally to test a melon or scrutinize a red tomato. It was going to be a typical late summer Southern day -- hot and humid, chance of afternoon thunderstorms -- and Sarah had decided to get her shopping done early so she could retreat to her cool apartment during the heat of the day. She was just turning away from another stand when she bumped into someone. In a split second, she registered that it was a man, just a couple of inches taller than her, with graying hair and a thin build. He was wearing a business suit and carried a basket brimming with fresh fruits and vegetables. She looked up at him, an apology on her lips, when the thoughts fell like a landslide: <> Sarah drew in her breath sharply, her heart pounding, as she stared after the man, who was already striding away from her through the crowd. Other thoughts, similar but somehow fainter, branded themselves onto her memory, and the basket she held slowly began to slip from her suddenly nerveless fingers. A single tomato rolled across the aisle as she turned and fled. ========== Atlanta Police Headquarters Atlanta, Georgia 10:05 a.m. Detective Carl Robitz, a tall, thickly-built man with thinning brown hair, strode down the hall at police headquarters, aiming for the interrogation room at the far end. As he approached, his partner, Karen Brochnard, emerged, closing the door behind her. She was several inches shorter than him, slender, with a muscular build and close-cropped ash blonde hair. Robitz stopped before her, planting his hands on his hips. "So what've we got?" he asked. "Her name's Sarah Owens," Brochnard said, turning from the door and walking a few feet to one side. "She claims to know the identity of the killer." Robitz raised his eyebrows, "You mean the 'Haircut Slasher?'" he said sarcastically, referring to the name the local media had given the serial killer. "Yeah, but that's not the best part," Brochnard said. "She says she knows because she ran into him at the farmer's market ... and she read his mind." Robitz snorted and rolled his eyes. "Oh, boy, a live one, huh?" Brochnard smiled. "Sure looks that way," she said. "But she does know several details about the killings that haven't been made public. So the question is, do we book her now or wait for the FBI's finest to get here?" "You talking about us?" Robitz and Brochnard turned to face two men in dark suits, wearing visitors badges. The men removed and flashed their FBI badges as they approached -- Agents Wilson and Montrez. "Good to meet you, guys," Robitz said. "But we may have had a break in the case." "What's up?" Wilson asked "Well, we've got a woman who says she knows who the killer is," Robitz said. "The kicker is, she claims she knows because she ... *saw* what he was thinking." "She says she's an empath," Brochnard added. The two agents exchanged a long glance, then Montrez spoke. "I think there's someone else you should talk to," he said. ========== Downtown Atlanta 6:33 p.m. Inside yet another Ford Taurus, Mulder and Scully sat in silence as he negotiated the busy streets, his long fingers absently drumming the steering wheel. The pair had barely had time to settle into their new desks, side-by-side in the VC bullpen, when Parker had called them back into his office with this assignment. Apparently, the Atlanta field office hadn't heard about the latest X-files shutdown, and they had called Skinner's office to request Mulder and Scully's help with the case. The AD had then passed the request down to Parker, who was happy to let the partners handle the job. Skinner had been true to his word about their new boss. ASAC Parker had nothing but praise for the both of them and seemed truly eager to have them working for him, even temporarily. Mulder had relaxed a bit during the agents' first meeting with Parker and had been acting more like his old self -- a fact which relieved Scully greatly. And so far, the case seemed like old times. The two agents had been around and around about the facts already, during the flight from Washington. He thought Sarah Owens could be telling the truth, and she thought the woman had to be the killer. "She's too small, Scully," Mulder had insisted. "Five nine, 160 -- the forensic evidence indicated someone at least two inches and thirty pounds heavier, probably bigger than that." "The file says five-nine to six-one, 160 to 200 pounds," Scully countered. "She's at the low end, but she's within the range. Besides, there's no other way for her to know about the way he tied them with duct tape. That hasn't been made public." "Unless she could read his mind, Scully," Mulder shot back, garnering a glare from his partner. Now, several hours later, neither of them saw any use in arguing about it any more until they had the whole story. So they barely spoke during the drive from the airport, until Mulder pulled up in front of police headquarters. The agents stepped from the pleasantly cool car into what could only be described as a steam bath. Heat waves shimmered off the pavement as they headed inside through the sticky air. Mulder pulled at his collar as they walked. "I guess this is what they mean by, 'it's not the heat, it's the humidity,'" he said wryly. Scully's mouth pulled up at one corner. "Actually, in this case, I think it's the heat, too," she said. "It's probably still around 95 degrees, and all this pavement and concrete just makes it worse." Mulder shook his head as he reached to pull the door open. "I don't think I could live here," he said. "I'd never get used to it." Scully looked at him sideways as she walked through the door. "Why do you think they invented air conditioning?" she asked. ========== Atlanta Police Headquarters 6:40 p.m. Mulder and Scully walked down the hall toward the interrogation room, visitor's badges clipped to their jackets, and stopped as they approached the two detectives and two agents standing outside the door. Mulder nodded at Wilson and Montrez, then looked at the detectives and said, "Special Agent Fox Mulder, FBI, and this is my partner, Special Agent Dana Scully." "Detective Carl Robitz," Robitz introduced himself, reaching to shake their hands. "And my partner, Detective Karen Brochnard," he added, as she stepped forward and shook hands as well. Montrez spoke next. "I told the detectives you two should probably be in on this," he said. "This woman may be a loony, but it sounded right up your alley." Mulder ignored the look Scully shot his way and turned to the detectives. "You've questioned her?" he asked. Brochnard nodded. "Yes. She told us she ran into some guy at the farmer's market and ... saw him killing a woman." "*Saw*," Scully repeated. "You mean, in person?" "No," Robitz put in. "In her mind." Scully fought to keep from rolling her eyes and turned to Mulder. "Why don't you talk to her, Mulder, and I'll take a look at the case file and autopsy reports so we can tell if the stories match," she said. "Good idea," Mulder said, a determined and fascinated look playing across his face as he turned toward the door. ========== Interrogation room Atlanta Police Headquarters 7:01 p.m. Mulder stepped into the bare interrogation room to see a young, generally nondescript, yet still attractive brunette woman sitting alone at a beat-up table in the center of the floor. She held a Styrofoam cup, and Mulder could see it was still nearly full of black coffee. The woman looked up as he entered, a quizzical expression on her pale face, and Mulder was startled at the bright green eyes which met his. He stepped towards her, reaching for the back of the empty chair at the end of the table. "Agent Mulder, FBI," he said by way of introduction. "I'm here to ask you a few questions." She paused, then nodded and set down her cup, wrapping her hands around it and staring at it as if it held all the answers. "They think I did it, don't they?" she asked in a flat voice. Mulder smoothed down his purple-and-blue paisley tie as he pulled out the chair and sat, folding his hands in front of him on the table. "I'm not here to wrench a confession out of you, if that's what you think," he said, smiling to reassure her. "I just want to hear your story." She looked up at him for a long moment, then sighed, closing her eyes for a moment before returning to her contemplation of her coffee. "All right," she said. "I was at the farmer's market over in Decatur this morning, just doing some shopping. I turned around and ran into a man ... and all of a sudden I saw him, holding a woman down ..." she trailed off, fear in her voice. Mulder leaned forward. "It's okay," he said soothingly. "Go on." She glanced up, then back down, and swallowed. In a shaky voice, she said, "Her hands were tied behind her back with ... something. I couldn't tell what. She had duct tape over her mouth. He had a knife ... and he cut her throat." She paused again, then went on: "Then he cut off a piece of her hair and left." Mulder looked at her for a long moment, then asked, "How did you see this?" She looked at him again, then dropped her eyes to the table as she released her stranglehold on the coffee cup. "I just saw it, in my head, like a memory," she said, lowering one hand to her lap and leaving the other on the table beside the cup. "I've always been able to do that, to see other people's thoughts -- or really, their memories. I just have to touch them." Mulder sat back in his chair, still studying her, then asked, "Do you always see things, or can you control it?" She looked up. "I can control it, sometimes," she said uncertainly, shrugging. "It's usually the strongest feelings or the most vivid memories I see clearly. Everything else is just a jumble, unless I really concentrate." He leaned forward again, sliding his hand across the table toward her. "So if you touch my hand, you can tell me what I'm thinking." She still looked uneasy, as if she wasn't sure if he believed her or was baiting her, and wouldn't quite meet his gaze. "No," she said. "I would probably see something from your memories, something you remember very well. Or something you feel very strongly about. What you feel, not what you think. I'm empathic, not telepathic." He chuckled. "Well, my memory is near photographic," he said, finally succeeding in capturing her eyes with his again. "What would you see then?" "Probably a jumble, mostly," she said, then pulled back in her seat. "Why are you asking me all this?" she said. "I know you don't believe me. Nobody ever believes me." He reached across the table and grasped her hand before she could react. "But I do believe you, or at least I *feel* I do," he said. "Can't you tell that?" She froze, then slowly drew her hand back and dropped it into her lap with the other. "Yes," she said, her voice sounding faint and far away. He waited for her to say more, but she when she didn't, he asked, "Is that all you saw?" "I saw ..." she said, pausing, then seeming to gather herself before she continued. "I saw a lot of things," she said, her eyes directed toward a corner of the table but moving back and forth rapidly as she spoke. "Strange things. It was all mixed up, like I said it might be, but I saw a ... a pile of bodies ... strange bodies, like something was wrong with them." Her voice was shaky as she went on. "I saw a tank full of ... green water ... and a bright light ... and you, with a gun, and ..." Her voice trailed off as her brow furrowed, and then her head suddenly snapped up and her eyes, now a much darker shade of green, locked back on his. "You're him, aren't you?" she asked with wonder in her voice, as a questioning look crossed his face. "You're that guy who found all those killers. The one they called Spooky." Mulder didn't move, and barely breathed. "How did you know?" he said softly. She looked down at her lap again, dropping her head so that her hair formed a curtain across her face. "My cousin's college roommate went to the FBI academy for a while," she said in a low voice. "He told us these stories he'd heard about an agent who profiled serial killers and was almost always right -- so right it was spooky, he said. He said the guy was the best, but he started working on all these weird cases ..." Her voice trailed off again, and she looked back at him from behind her hair. "And that's why you're here, isn't it? Because this is ... because *I'm* a weird case." Mulder sat back, stunned despite himself. "You saw that when I touched you?" he asked incredulously. She closed her eyes, then exhaled shakily and shrugged. "I saw your most vivid memories," she said, returning her gaze to her coffee cup. "You were right; you do have a lot of strong memories. Most of them were strange ... things I've never seen before." She looked at him again. "It just made sense that you must be that guy he was talking about." Mulder nodded slowly, chewing on the inside of his cheek as he held her gaze. Then he leaned toward her again, placing his hands side-by-side, flat on the table in front of him. "You said you could see memories *and* feelings," he said. She looked away and reached for her cup, nodding as she took another swallow of the by-now cold coffee. "Yes," she said, her voice a little stronger. "Sometimes, if they're very strong feelings. It usually takes a little more effort." Her eyes returned to his, before flicking away again. "And sometimes, very strong feelings can come through like memories." "What do you mean?" Mulder asked, tilting his head slightly. "Well, for instance, if you had a strong fear about something happening to you, or even to someone else, something you'd thought about or imagined a lot, it might ... project as clearly as a real memory," she said. "It's rare, but it can happen." He moved one of his hands toward her. "Can you tell me my strongest feelings?" he asked. She looked at him again, then replaced her cup on the table. She hesitated, then stretched her hand out and, closing her eyes, laid it on his. He watched her face as her eyes moved behind her eyelids; then, she gasped, and her eyes flew open as she pulled her hand away. "What?" he asked. "I saw ... you were in pain," she said in a faraway voice. "But not physically. You were hurting ... inside." She shifted in her seat, then went on: "You were walking into a room, a dark room, with a bed in it ... there was a woman in the bed." She furrowed her brow slightly. "It was dark, but it looked like a hospital room. You went to the bed and bent down ..." She inhaled convulsively. "You were crying," she said. Mulder started to speak, then thought better, waiting for her to continue. "It was so strong," she said. "The memory, and the feeling ..." Her voice trailed off, and then her eyes shot up to his as a startled look crossed her face, and she said: "You love her, don't you?" ========== Homicide Department Atlanta Police Headquarters 7:21 p.m. Scully sat on the edge of a chair next to Detective Brochnard's desk, which was situated along one wall of a long, narrow room filled with similar workstations. The detective herself sat behind the desk, her pen scratching across paper as she filled out forms while waiting for Scully to finish. Scully's glasses were perched on her nose as she leafed through the case files. Four murders, all women, all blondes, all by the same method, all tied with a specific brand of duct tape, similar autopsy reports -- and, of course, all with the signature mark of a missing lock of hair. She sighed as she closed the last file and removed her glasses, looking up at Brochnard. "Well, it looks like a cut- and-dried serial murder case," she said. "Have there been any suspects so far?" Brochnard looked up, laying down her pen as she shook her head. "Not a one -- at least not until today," she said. "It's obvious it's the same guy -- uh, person -- though. The pattern of the tape used to tie the victims, the way they were dressed -- those weren't released to the media, so it's unlikely we're dealing with a copycat." Scully nodded. "And this woman, Sarah Owens?" Brochnard sighed and leaned forward, resting her elbows on the desk. "It's the weirdest thing," she said. "She just walked up to the front desk this morning and told the sergeant on duty she knew who the 'Haircut Slasher' was." Brochnard paused, then said ruefully, "That's what the media's calling him now, anyway, much as we hate it." "Does she have an alibi for the killings?" Scully asked. "We don't know yet," Brochnard said. "We only questioned her briefly before Agents Wilson and Montrez arrived. As soon as we told them her story, they recommended you and your partner." Resisting yet again the urge to roll her eyes, Scully exhaled and stood. "Well, I guess I'd better go have a chat with that partner of mine," she said. "What do you plan to do with Ms. Owens?" Brochnard considered. "Well, we can hold her at least overnight without filing formal charges, since she came in of her own free will," she said. "That'll give us a chance to question her further and check her alibi. And *that* may give us enough evidence to charge her." Scully nodded and turned to go. "Oh, Agent Scully?" Brochnard said, and Scully turned back. Brochnard smiled and said, "Good luck with your partner." Scully tamped down a flash of jealousy, and smiled shortly before leaving. ========== Interrogation room 7:23 p.m. Mulder sat frozen in his chair, staring at the woman across from him. The impact of her words, softly spoken, had hit harder than a sledge hammer against his forehead. When he found his voice, he managed, "What did you say?" She looked at him as a tear ran down her face. "I can feel it," she said softly. "You're in love with her. She's your best friend, your ..." She drew in her breath sharply, her pale face growing whiter. "Your *partner*. Oh, Agent Mulder, I'm sorry. I didn't realize ..." Mulder cut her off. "It's okay." He leaned back, then ran his hand through his hair and down his face. "Listen," he said. "When my partner -- Agent Scully -- gets here, let me tell her about our conversation." She nodded. "Don't worry, Agent Mulder," she said. "I would never say anything to her. I know how ... delicate the situation must be." He held her gaze, nodded, than allowed a small smile to creep across his face. "Actually," he said, "it feels kind of good to let someone else know." She returned the smile briefly, and he stood to leave the room. ========== Hall outside interrogation room 7:31 p.m. Mulder had hoped for a few minutes to calm himself before facing Scully, but he saw her walking toward him as he stepped into the hall and had to settle for one deep breath. He smiled slightly as she approached, and she stopped next to him, looking toward the interrogation room. "How'd it go?" she asked briskly. He hesitated, then said, "Before you say anything, Scully, just hear me out." She shot him her best "I-can't-believe- you're-buying-this" look, and he held up a hand to ward her off. "I know you won't believe it, but I'm going to tell you anyway. I think she's telling the truth." She sighed. "Mulder ..." "Now, I said hear me out," he interrupted. "She says she's an empath, that she can read other people's strongest feelings and memories. She told me things about me, about my work -- just by touching my hand." Scully looked at him. "*Things*?" she prompted, the word edged with mild sarcasm. "Things," Mulder repeated. "She talked about the bodies I found in that boxcar in New Mexico. She saw the things I've seen, things she didn't understand." He reached out to touch her arm. "And she told me ... she saw you, when you were in the hospital." Scully started at his words. "Me?" she asked. "How do you know she saw me? She's never seen me before." "She said it was my partner, Scully," he said. "You were in a hospital bed, and I was visiting you. She had it just right. It was when you were in the hospital right before your cancer went into remission, and I went to see you in the middle of the night, the night I was offered the deal I told you about." Scully stared at him, then crossed her arms in front of her and looked down. "So you believe her story," she said, the words a statement rather than a question. "Yes," he said. "We've seen this before, Scully, not that long ago. You proved it yourself." He stopped himself, then placed one hand on her shoulder, and she looked up at him. "Just talk to her, Scully. Let her touch your hand, and she'll prove it to you." She held his gaze a few moments, then moved away. "I'll talk to her," she said. "But I don't think it'll do any good." ========== Interrogation room 7:40 p.m. Scully pushed open the door and walked in, Mulder close behind her. "Ms. Owens?" Scully asked softly, and the woman looked up at her, then smiled slightly. "Agent Scully," she said. "It's good to see you. I want to tell you I'm happy for you." Scully heard Mulder's intake of breath but ignored it, stepping forward. "Happy for me?" she said. "Why?" Sarah shrugged slightly. "I'm glad your cancer's in remission," she said, glancing at Mulder. "I saw it, when I saw his memories." Scully shot a glance at Mulder, then lowered herself into the chair he had been using. "Ms. Owens ..." she started. "Please, call me Sarah." "All right, then, Sarah," Scully said. "My partner tells me you claim to have ... read the memories of the so-called 'Haircut Slasher'?" Sarah withdrew visibly at the question. "Yes," she said faintly. Scully looked at her. "I must tell you, Sarah, that I am not normally prone to believe the things my partner does. But he has asked me to give you a chance, so I will." She placed her hand on the table. "Can you read me?" Sarah studied Scully's face for a moment, then slowly extended her hand, placing it over Scully's on the table. Her eyes slowly closed and her brow furrowed in concentration, and she said, "This is harder." Scully shot Mulder another look, then looked back at Sarah as the woman spoke again. "Your memories are strong, but it's like they're covered by a veil," she said. "I can see some images, some of the same things I saw before ... strange things ... a bright light, a man in a white uniform ... a woman in a bed ..." She paused, concentrating. "*You* in a bed, a hospital bed." She stopped again. Scully started to speak. "Sarah ..." But then Mulder stepped forward and placed his hand on Scully's shoulder, and Sarah drew in her breath again as they all three saw: <> Scully snatched her hand away, her breathing ragged, and Sarah jumped, her eyes flying open and her mouth forming into a small "O." Mulder took a step back, his hand sliding off Scully's shoulder, and no one moved again for a few long moments. Then Sarah spoke, her voice shaky. "That's never happened before," she said, a note of wonder in her voice. "And it wasn't a memory, either." Her eyes flicked back and forth between them. "You saw it, didn't you? Both of you?" Mulder nodded, then glanced at Scully, whose eyes were wide and still locked on Sarah. Scully nodded slowly, then looked down at her hands where they lay in her lap. Sarah went on, her voice still sounding far away: "I've heard of that before, where unusually strong feelings reinforce each other, so that others can see what they usually can't. Since I found I had this ... talent, I've done some research, and some of the sources say it can happen." As she spoke, she watched Mulder and Scully, who were carefully avoiding eye contact. Sarah paused, then said gently, "I'm sorry. I know you weren't expecting that. I really didn't know it would happen." Scully found her voice first. "It's all right," she said, her voice low and flat. "It's not your fault." An uncomfortable silence took over, until finally Mulder felt compelled to speak. "Sarah," he started, his voice shaky. He paused, then continued, stronger this time. "Sarah, have you given a description of the man you bumped into?" She looked at him, then shook her head. He moved toward the door. "I'm going to find the detectives, and we'll get you some help coming up with a composite, okay?" She nodded again, her gaze shifting to fall on Scully. His eyes followed hers, lingering on his partner, and then he turned and left the room. ========== After he left, Sarah continued to watch Scully for a minute before speaking. "You didn't know how he felt, did you?" she asked. Scully lifted her head slowly, the shock of the vision rendering her unable to completely cover her emotions. Her eyes glistened with unshed tears as she shook her head slightly in response to Sarah's question. "I knew he cared, but something so strong ..." she said, her voice breaking a bit. "I didn't know. But I hoped ..." Sarah reached out her hand again. Scully hesitated, then slowly lifted hers, placing it in Sarah's. Sarah smiled. "I can see you now," she said. "You were holding back before, trying to keep me from seeing. But I can see your memories, your feelings, and he's in them all." As a tear slid down her cheek, Scully could only smile. ========== Homicide Department Atlanta Police Headquarters 8:14 p.m. Mulder walked much more slowly than usual, his excellent memory replaying the scene in the interrogation room over and over. The scene, and the "vision" they had all seen ... He shook his head to dispel the thought and approached Detective Brochnard's desk, where she sat filling out a form. She looked up as he approached and smiled. "Any luck?" she asked. he thought. "Actually, it went pretty well," he said. "I wanted to see if we could get a composite sketch from her of the man she bumped into." Brochnard raised her eyebrows. "Does that mean you buy her story?" she asked. He gave a half-smile and answered in his most solicitous tone. "Not necessarily. I just think it would be best to follow up on every lead, don't you?" She held his look, then shrugged. "Sure," she said, reaching for the phone. "I'll get someone down there right away." ========== Hall outside interrogation room 8:27 p.m. Scully stepped back into the hall, her mind still racing over the events of the past hour. She knew she couldn't deny what she'd seen, what her and Mulder's feelings had revealed, even though her rational mind didn't want to let her believe it. She waited in the hall, oblivious to the other people walking by, her eyes focused along a crack in the gray paint on the wall. Then she heard familiar footsteps and turned to face him. His eyes were intense on her as he approached, but a wry half-smile played along his lips. She watched, fascinated, but then caught herself, pulling her usual professional demeanor down over her face. He slowed and stopped close to her, leaning down toward her ear to talk, as he normally did. "Detective Brochnard's sending over someone to do a composite," he said, his eyes dancing back and forth from her face to an indiscriminate point in the air as he spoke. "She said they're going to hold Sarah overnight anyway, so why don't we get out of here and start fresh in the morning?" Scully looked at him coolly. "Sure," she said, and turned to head for the front entrance. He stopped her with a hand on her arm. "Scully ..." he started, catching her eyes with his. "Mulder," she interrupted, lowering her gaze, then squaring her shoulders as if to gather her strength before lifting her eyes back to his. "I'm tired and hungry. It's been a long day. I don't want to argue, so let's just get some sleep and we can talk tomorrow." He paused, then curved his mouth in another wry grin as he released her arm. "'After all,'" he drawled, moving his hand to the small of her back to lead her out, "'tomorrow is another day.'" ========== Hyatt Regency 265 Peachtree Street NE Downtown Atlanta 9:21 p.m. Mulder pulled the Taurus under the canopy in front of the hotel, then looked at Scully and smiled at the surprise on her face. "A little better than our usual accommodations, isn't it?" he asked jokingly. She nearly jumped at his voice, then looked at him and rewarded him with a brilliant smile. "Why, Mulder," she said lightly. "Did the Bureau lose its collective mind, or did you just decide to splurge?" Mulder chuckled. "Actually, it's a matter of who had rooms available," he said. "There are several conventions in town, not to mention a pretty big Braves-Yankees series coming up, so space was a little hard to come by. Skinner had his assistant make some calls after he talked to Carter, and he caught me just as I left my apartment and told me we had reservations here." Scully was amazed. She looked out at the luxurious entrance to the hotel, her face lit brighter than the lights shining from the entry. "Wow, I don't know if I'll remember how to act in a place like this," she said teasingly. "And does this mean you're planning to run down a scalper and sneak off to the ballpark while we're here?" "Only if our 'Haircut Slasher' turns himself in before tomorrow night's game," Mulder replied dryly as he exited the car. Scully followed suit, but Mulder beat her to the back of the car and already had both their bags unloaded and piled on a cart offered by a hotel employee by the time she stopped beside him. Mulder placed a hand in the middle of Scully's back and said, in the solicitous tone he used specifially to irk her, "Why don't you go get us checked in while I take the car down to the parking garage?" But Scully refused to be baited this time. "That's a wonderful idea," she said sweetly, flashing a blinding smile belied by the gleam in her eyes. "That way, I can be sure your room is as far as possible *away* from mine!" Mulder's jaw dropped in mock horror. "But, Scully," he whined. "How can I rescue you from the bogeyman if I have to run across the hotel in my jammies?" She couldn't let that one slide and punched him lightly -- well, somewhat lightly -- in the arm. "I can take care of myself, and don't you forget it!" she responded, before turning on her heel and stalking into the hotel, the bellman following in her wake. Mulder turned to watch her go, shoving his hands into his pockets. A small smile still played along his lips. Boy, he loved it when she got in that kind of mood. And she sure could dish it out when she wanted to! Shaking himself away from his thoughts, he walked back around the car and climbed in, headed around the building and into the garage. He started to climb out, then stopped and reached back in to grab the fast food bag holding the sub sandwiches they'd picked up on the way to the hotel. Leaving the car with the attendant, Mulder took the elevator back up to the lobby. He stepped to his left out of the elevator, then stopped in surprise and allowed his eyes to travel up, taking in the impressive sight of the hotel's atrium. The lobby was open all the way up, some 70 floors, with the four glass elevators rising at one side and a cozy restaurant nestled at the other. Greenery sprouted from planters throughout the huge room, as well as on each balcony above. Soft music played in the background. "Classy," Mulder murmured to himself, impressed at the unaccustomed luxury. Turning around, he spotted Scully at the reservations counter. A bellman waited beside their luggage cart as she flashed a smile at the young man behind the counter, who gave the impression from his own bright smile and quick, precise movements that he was practically jumping out of his shoes to be of service to her. Mulder shook his head slightly, smiling himself, then walked over to stand behind her, placing his hand on her back again. She looked up at him, and he asked, "Are we all checked in?" She offered that syrupy-sweet smile again and said, "Yes, and wouldn't you know it, all they had were adjoining rooms?" Sarcasm fairly dripped from her voice, and she went on, "Believe me, I tried getting as far away from you as I could, but ..." "I am so sorry, ma'am," the desk clerk said, looking a bit confused. "I thought you had requested adjoining rooms, but I can try to find something else --" "No, this is fine," Mulder interrupted, reaching for the key cards on the counter. "Just a little private joke." Scully shot him another look. "Speak for yourself," she said, spinning on one heel again and heading for the elevators. This time, both Mulder and the bellman were left to follow her, both secretly admiring the bundle of fire encased in the carefully tailored conservative pantsuit. ========== Room 942 Hyatt Regency 9:52 p.m. Scully and Mulder came to a halt before the door, and he slid her room key card into the slot and pushed the door open. The bellman followed, Scully pointing out which cases were hers as Mulder sized up the room. he thought, then paused to extract her sandwich from the bag he still held and place it on the dresser. He started out, but stopped again to unlock the adjoining door. He shot a quirky smile at Scully, said, "Don't worry; I'll knock," then slipped out, the bellman following. Scully kicked off her heels and peeled off her jacket before sitting on the side of one bed, planting her elbows on her knees and vigorously rubbing her temples. This had been a long day, with Skinner's call coming just before noon, a three o'clock flight, and the *fun* of negotiating through two of the busiest airports in the world. Not to mention arguing with Mulder for most of the flight itself -- and then that scene in the interrogation room. She closed her eyes against the memory, but that somehow served to reinforce the image branded on her mind. The picture was familiar to her, so similar to their comforting embrace in the hospital hallway in Allentown, just after Penny Northern's death. She had felt an urge to kiss him then but had pushed the idea aside, chalking it up to her weakened physical and emotional state. In this vision, though, they were equals, both knowing exactly what they were doing as they embraced and kissed. She knew she cared about him, and she'd thought about the possibility of a romantic relationship with him from time to time -- even more so since the fire that destroyed the X-files office. It was perfectly natural; he was extremely attractive, of course, and they had been working very closely together for a long time. She knew she could trust him, and she knew she was the only person he trusted completely -- with the possible exception of her mother. But even after everything that had happened to them and between them, she had never really analyzed their relationship, which, she realized, was unusual for her. Why had she been avoiding it? She sighed, pushing the train of thought away for the moment and standing to gather her supplies for a bath, intending to enjoy the luxury she was so unused to. She thought back to Mulder's earlier Scarlett O'Hara quote and smiled before muttering to herself, "I'll think about it tomorrow ..." ========== Room 944 Hyatt Regency 9:54 p.m. Mulder entered his own room, tipped the bellman, then yanked off his tie and jacket as he unlocked his side of the adjoining door. He paused for a moment, considered knocking, but then decided to let her be for now. He took a look around his room, impressed at the posh, nicely color-coordinated furnishings. "*Definitely* worth the price," he said out loud, knowing how much Scully would enjoy their stay. He, however, didn't alter his standard hotel activities. Kicking off his shoes, he flopped onto the empty bed, grabbed for the remote, and started his almost ritualistic channel surfing as his mind turned back to the day's events. He knew Scully hadn't believed Sarah Owens' story from the start. Despite their encounter with Gibson Praise, this just wasn't the kind of thing she could believe without hard evidence. And when Sarah had first tried to "read" Scully, she said she had trouble, and Scully felt vindicated. But then he'd placed his hand on Scully's shoulder, and they'd seen that vision. According to what Sarah had said, that meant his feelings had been reinforced by Scully's feelings and created the image that appeared. Which meant she must feel the same way he did. He blew out his breath, left the TV on a blaring rock video station, and vaulted out of the bed, reaching for his laptop and his sandwich. He plugged the computer in at business desk on one side of the room, started the computer booting up, and got ready to start typing up notes on the case as he ate. Anything to keep his mind off Scully ... ========== Room 942 1:29 a.m Scully awoke with a start, her hand reaching automatically for her weapon where it sat on the bedside table. But she stopped when she heard Mulder's voice in the dark: "It's okay, Scully, it's me. Sorry to wake you." Scully relaxed, then pushed up on one elbow. "Mulder, what are you doing?" she asked sleepily. He chuckled, and she felt his weight lowering onto the foot of the bed. "Would you believe I needed to borrow a dollar for the snack machine?" "No," she replied immediately. "And why aren't you sleeping?" "Me?" he asked. "Sleep? Since when do I sleep?" She groaned softly. "Mulder ..." "Okay, okay," he said. "I couldn't get to sleep, as usual, and I was typing up some notes when I realized you had our copy of the autopsy reports. I thought I could sneak in here and get it without bothering you, but I managed to bump into the desk just loud enough to wake you up." "I'll get it for you," Scully said, sitting up and reaching for the light. But Mulder was there in an instant, grabbing her hand. "Leave the light off," he whispered, and she turned to find his face inches from hers, a darkness against the dim light from the window. She felt his breath on her cheek and shivered involuntarily. "Mulder ..." she started, but he put a finger to her lips. "Shh," he said, then moved his hand to cup her cheek, his thumb brushing her cheekbone. "I'm not up to anything. I just ..." She waited, but he didn't go on, and she felt him pull away, the mattress lifting as he stood up. He stayed there for a long moment, but before she could speak, he was gone. She sat on the edge of the bed, wondering what had just happened, and realized her heart was racing and she was trembling. She took several deep breaths, making a conscious effort to calm herself, and then slowly slid back under the covers and nestled into the pillow. She felt hollow, as if a chasm had opened deep within her, leaving her incomplete. Sleep was a long time coming. ========== Room 944 1:34 a.m. Mulder found himself nearly gasping for air as he returned to his room. He didn't quite know what had happened next door, but it had left him a wreck. He'd barely touched her, but that brief contact had thrown him back into the vision from earlier. It had taken every ounce of his willpower to pull away from her and leave, before he did something rash. Something they'd both regret in the morning. He glanced down at his hand and realized he was crushing the autopsy report he'd gone next door to retrieve. Dropping it on the dresser, he looked toward the bed, needing to sleep but knowing there'd be no rest tonight. Instead, he quickly changed into running gear, strapped on his holster, grabbed his wallet and room key, and headed out for a run. A long run. ========== Hyatt Regency Room 942 Wednesday, June 24, 1998 6:48 a.m. The phone jangled next to Scully's head, and she debated between reaching for it, or for her service weapon, to blow the blasted thing to kingdom come. Only the thought of the paperwork that would have to be filled out prevented the gun from winning. She grabbed for the phone. "Hello?" she said groggily. "Rise and shine, sleepyhead," Mulder said. "You got an early morning autopsy." "What?" she said, blinking several times to clear her vision so she could read the clock on the bedside table. "There was another murder last night," Mulder said. "While Sarah Owens was in custody. Looks like she's in the clear." "Maybe," Scully said. "Unless it's a copycat." She stifled a yawn as she sat up, throwing the covers off. "Where are you?" "Still next door," he said. "Listen, you jump in the shower, and I'll run out and grab us some breakfast. There's a McDonald's right down the street." Scully groaned inwardly. Living in luxury, and he still wanted fast food. Then, briefly, she wondered how he knew the restaurant was there. Out loud, she said, "Real healthy, Mulder." "I'll get you a fat-free muffin and skim milk with your coffee. 'Kay?" "Okay, Mulder. See you in a bit." She hung up, then stood and started gathering clothes and makeup to get ready. ========== Room 944 7:30 a.m. Mulder let himself back into his room, balancing a cup holder and large fast food bag against his chest. He threw the key on the desk and set down the food, then walked over to the adjoining room door and knocked. "Come in," he heard, so he did. Scully was in front of the mirror, finishing her makeup, wearing slacks, a blouse and hose, but no jacket or shoes. Mulder leaned against the doorjamb, crossing his arms over his chest, with a bemused smile playing along his lips. "Breakfast?" he asked. Scully flashed him a half-grin. "Yum," she said, tossing down the mascara in her hand. "I'm starved. Lead the way." Mulder backed into his room, flourishing his arm, and Scully followed his motions to the desk. She peered into the bag, extracting the muffin and carton of milk, then moved around the desk and settled into the chair. Mulder was a step behind her, pulling out his own breakfast platter and orange juice. They each took a cup of coffee, then ate in silence, Mulder perched on the end of the bed. Scully finished first and watched him eat for a few moments, then shook her head. "No wonder you're always running," she said. "You eat more artery-clogging food than any sane individual should." Mulder laughed through a mouthful of sausage, swallowed, then said, "Is that a comment on my eating habits or my state of mind?" "Both," she replied, then paused and asked, "I'm curious. How did you know where the restaurant was?" Mulder looked up, a bit sheepishly. "Went for a run last night," he mumbled. Then, in a more teasing tone, "That way, I could afford a greasy breakfast!" Scully raised one eyebrow, then stood and started back for her room. "So when are we supposed to be where?" Mulder glanced at the clock. "Anytime after eight, back at police headquarters," he said. "I asked Detective Brochnard to let you do the autopsy, and she agreed. She said to meet her at her desk, and she'd take us to the medical examiner's office." Scully stopped in the doorway. "Give me about 10 minutes, and I'll be ready to go," she said. "Sure thing." ========== Autopsy room Fulton County Medical Examiner's office 8:42 a.m. " ... subject shows no signs of extended exposure to the elements. Apparent cause of death is hypovelemic shock, due to loss of blood from the cut at the base of the neck. Also evident are bruises and marks on the face, wrists and ankles, most likely from the duct tape used to bind the victim. The other main characteristic mark is an inch-wide, close cropped section of hair at the back of the head, fitting the MO of several other recent deaths. Other injuries ..." Scully continued walking around the body on the autopsy table before her, methodically reciting her findings into the overhead microphone. The body was a woman, identified as Kim Moffett; she was 26 years old, medium height, with long, blond hair, missing a lock. Her body had been found in an alley in Atlanta's Midtown section, just a few blocks from her apartment, her arms and legs taped together and duct tape crisscrossing her mouth. Mulder and Scully had met Detective Brochnard a few minutes after 8, and she had brought them here. Scully was now working on the autopsy while Mulder and the detective checked out the crime scene. So far, the crime followed the serial killer's signatures, right down to the pattern and even brand of duct tape he -- or she -- used in each murder. Scully's autopsy showed nothing to indicate anything else. ========== Crime scene Midtown Atlanta 9:02 a.m. Mulder stepped carefully under the yellow police tape and glanced around the alleyway. The location was just a few dozen yards from an older but upscale condominium complex and within sniffing distance of a pizza restaurant. Turning to Detective Brochnard, who was writing something on a small notepad, he asked, "Is this normally a high-crime area?" She looked up. "Not particularly," she answered. "You have your normal car break-ins, simple robberies, things like that. We had a murder just down the block last year, but that was unusual." Mulder nodded, his eyes already back on the scene, looking intently for any missed clues. The outline on the ground marked the position of the body, with fading bloodstains showing on the gravel sprinkled across the alley. He glanced up at the nearby garbage dumpster, then did a classic double- take and stepped closer. On one corner of the metal container, he saw a tiny scrap of fabric. "Detective," he called, reaching in his pocket for a pair of gloves and snapping them on. As Brochnard approached, he reached up and pulled out the piece, holding it up to see it better, then showed it to her. It was soaked with blood. ========== Autopsy room Fulton County Medical Examiner's office 10:48 a.m. Scully had just finished her exam when Mulder entered the autopsy bay, staying near the door. Scully suppressed a smile; his body language screamed his obvious reluctance to come any closer to the partially dismembered corpse lying on the table in the center of the room. she thought. Aloud, she said, "Find anything, Mulder?" She saw him nod slightly, shifting his eyes from the body to her as she walked around the end of the table and toward him. "Yeah, actually," he said. "We found a scrap of cloth stained with blood on the edge of a dumpster. Detective Brochnard is having it tested to see if it's the victim's blood. We also managed to pull a partial print from the side of the dumpster. Looks like our guy got his shirt caught and had to yank it loose." Scully nodded as she stripped off her latex gloves and reached to pull off the goggles she wore. "And you're hoping the cloth will have someone else's blood on it, too, aren't you?" Mulder stared, then slowly shook his head as a smile spread across his face. "You've got to stop doing that, Scully. If I didn't know better, I'd say *you* were the empath." Scully froze at his words, and he wished he could take them back. He hadn't meant to bring up what happened the day before. The tension between them was thick enough as it was. An uncomfortable silence grew, and Mulder felt compelled to break it. "So, did you find anything unusual in your exam?" Scully didn't move for another few seconds, but then he saw her shoulders relax slightly and she answered. "No, I didn't. No prints, either. But everything fits the killer's MO, right down to the missing piece of hair. Time of death is about ten to twelve hours ago. I've asked for a full toxicology workup, but other than some probable alcohol consumption, I don't expect anything to show up." Mulder nodded again. "So that leaves us back looking for suspects." As he spoke, she walked back across the room, discarding her gloves and dirty scrubs and moving toward the sink to wash her hands. Mulder continued, "As soon as you're finished, we should go back to headquarters and check the composite Sarah was working on. Maybe someone will recognize the face." Mulder could tell Scully was fighting back an urge to flash one of her patented looks his way, and that surprised him. She normally had no qualms about letting him know when she disagreed with him or thought his theories were nuts. So why was she holding back now? Before he could ask, though, she did flash a look his way, but this one was more inquisitive than accusing. "I never did ask if you found anything new in those reports when you were going back over them last night." Mulder pushed the thought aside and answered. "Not really. I did sketch out a profile, a little more detailed than the locals had, although they did a good job on theirs. I have my notes in the car, if you want to look them over on our way to headquarters." "Yes, I do," Scully said, flipping off the water and reaching for a towel. "Just let me finish up my notes here. About 20 minutes?" "I'll wait outside," Mulder said, turning back toward the door. "I can call Detective Brochnard and check on the blood sample and the print." "Sure," Scully said. "See you in a few." ========== Homicide Department Atlanta Police Headquarters 11:38 a.m. Mulder and Scully walked back down the hall, Scully leading the way to Detective Brochnard's desk. Mulder had informed Scully as soon as she got to their car outside the medical examiner's office that a second blood type had been found on the scrap of cloth he discovered at the crime scene. He added that no match had been found yet for the print, and that Sarah Owens was still working on her composite. As they approached Brochnard's desk, the detective stood and said, "Agent Mulder, Agent Scully, I'm glad you're here. We just got back the composite sketch." "And?" Mulder prompted as the partners stopped beside the desk. "I recognized it immediately," Brochnard replied. "It's James Nicholson. He's well-known in the area, owns a construction company. Well-respected. Kind of makes me doubt he's our man." "It does sound strange," Scully agreed. "Does he fit your profile?" "Well, in part," Brochnard replied, lowering herself back into her seat and motioning to the chair next to her desk as an indication one of them should sit down. Mulder tilted his head toward Scully and she sat; his height made it easier for him to be the one perching on the edge of the desk. Brochnard went on. "Our profile was a male, 25 to 35 years old, working in some type of construction-related business, such as heating and air conditioning. That was mainly because of the use of the same brand of duct tape. Single or divorced, with a fixation on young blond women. He takes a piece of the victim's hair as a trophy." Mulder nodded. "I read your profile and agree, except for one additional thing." His eyes shifted back and forth between the two women as he spoke. "All of the victims were young professional women, and all of the killings took place in or near well-populated, relatively affluent areas. I believe the killer is well-off himself, that he approaches his victims in upscale bars and nightclubs. He's had a past relationship, possibly a marriage, with a woman who fits the victims' description. She probably left him, maybe for another man. He kills out of his residual anger toward her." He looked at Brochnard. "Is Nicholson divorced?" She returned his look. "Yes. And his ex-wife fits the description." Mulder stood. "Can we bring him in for questioning?" Scully interrupted. "Mulder," she said, catching his eye. "If we bring him in now, with no hard evidence, we may never find a concrete link between him and the murders." Mulder held her gaze for a few long moments, then nodded. "You're right," he said. "We need to approach him some other way, maybe even figure out how to get a print or blood sample for typing." He turned back to Brochnard. "Can you get Nicholson's phone number?" "Yes," she said, picking up the phone on her desk. Mulder turned back to Scully, paused, then leaned in close, searching her eyes as he spoke in a low voice. "I'd like to speak to Sarah Owens again, Scully. You don't have to if you don't want to." Scully kept her eyes on his, then dropped her gaze to her hands where they lay in her lap. "No, I'd like to talk to her, too," she responded, looking back up at him for a moment. Mulder gave her a soft smile of reassurance before turning back to Brochnard, who was just hanging up the phone. "I'll have the number in a few minutes," she said. "Great," Mulder said. "In the meantime, we'd like to talk to Sarah Owens again. I assume she'll be released?" Brochnard sighed. "Yes, in a little while," she told him. "We have found no connections between her and the murders, and the print we lifted doesn't match. We are taking a blood sample to check for a match with the two types on the fabric you found at the scene, though, just in case." She stood. "I'll have her brought back to an interrogation room. If you'll follow me?" ========== Hall outside interrogation room 12:34 p.m. Mulder and Scully sat across the hall from each other, in less-than-comfortable molded plastic chairs, waiting for Sarah to be brought into the interrogation room. And avoiding each others' eyes. Mulder sat with his lower body perched at the chair's front edge, his hands planted deep in his pockets, and his long legs streching out before him, one knee keeping up a slight bounce. His head was tilted back against the wall and his gaze moved steadily across the tiled ceiling, giving the impression that he was trying to decipher a code from among the random pattern of dots. His lips were pursed slightly, as if he'd considered whistling, decided against it at the last moment, but forgotten to relax his mouth. For her part, Scully sat back in her chair, her back straight but her shoulders slightly lowered, seemingly in relaxation. Her legs were crossed, her hands resting in her lap, and her eyes were focused somewhere down the hall, as if she was watching for Sarah and the detective. Only someone who knew her well, however, would recognize the tension in her arms and neck and the tightness around her mouth which betrayed her placid exterior. Her eyes were beginning to burn from the effort of keeping them trained down the hall. Neither of the partners yet felt quite ready to discuss what had happened in that interrogation room the afternoon before. In a few moments, Detective Brochnard appeared from down the hall, leading Sarah before her. Brochnard paused to pull open the door, motioned Sarah inside, then turned toward the agents. "She's all yours," she said, turning and walking back down the hall. Mulder stood and crossed to the room, then stopped and looked back at Scully, who hadn't moved. "You coming, Scully?" he asked. She shook her head, still not looking at him, then whispered, "In a minute." He waited a long moment, trying to decide what to say, then gave up and stepped into the room, shutting the door behind him. Mulder smiled at Sarah as he lowered himself into a chair. "Looks like you're in the clear now," he said. "Yes," Sarah replied softly, half-smiling. "But it hasn't exactly been a great couple of days." Mulder chuckled. "I'm sure it hasn't. But if it makes you feel any better, you may have given us just the break we need to catch this guy." "I hope so," Sarah said. She paused, then said, "Where's your partner?" "In the hall," Mulder said. "She wanted to talk to you, too, but I think she needed a few minutes first." Sarah dropped her eyes to her lap. "I'm sorry, Agent Mulder," she said. "I really didn't know what was going to happen ..." "No apologies necessary," Mulder interrupted. "I think ... well, I believe you may have helped us face something we should have been able to come to terms with long before yesterday." Sarah lifted her gaze back to meet his. "Have the two of you talked about it?" she asked. "Not yet," Mulder replied, with a rueful smile. "As you may have noticed, we, uh, sometimes have a little trouble opening up, even to each other. But we're going to make ourselves talk about it, soon." Sarah smiled. "I hope so," she said. "You shouldn't let this pass you by. It doesn't come along often." Mulder returned the smile. "I know," he said. "And we won't." Just then, the door opened and Scully came in slowly, the calm on her face belied by the hesitance in her cautious steps. "Sarah?" she said softly. "Hi, Agent Scully," Sarah said, as Mulder stood, turning toward the door. "How are you?" "I'm fine, and please, call me Dana," Scully answered, ignoring the look Mulder shot her at her words. "May I talk to you for a moment?" she asked. "Sure," Sarah said, watching as Scully turned toward Mulder. "Mulder --" she said, then paused. "I'll wait in the hall," he said immediately, giving her a half-smile, which she returned. He brushed his hand along her arm as he passed her, then closed the door behind him as he left. Scully turned back to Sarah, who was smiling. "He really does care about you, Dana," Sarah said. "I know," Scully said, moving to sit in the chair Mulder had vacated. "I just wish I knew what we should do about this. Or if we should do anything." Sarah reached to grasp her hand. "It'll work out," she said reassuringly. "And that's no 'vision,' either. I don't need to read either of you to see the bond between you. You will find a way." Scully smiled softly, her gaze drifting to a point on the far wall. "You know, Mulder said those exact words to me once, when I found out I had cancer. He said I would find a way to fight it, to save myself." She looked back at Sarah. "He was right, at least about my fighting it. But he was the one who risked everything to save me. I underwent several types of treatments, so we're not entirely sure if the remission is a result of one or all of them. But just knowing he was willing to fight as hard as I was helped me through the worst of it." Sarah's smile widened into an infectious grin. "I'm jealous," she said teasingly. "Must be nice to have someone willing to risk everything for you." Scully found herself almost laughing at her words. "Yeah, it is, most of the time," she said. "When I'm not having to rescue him from himself, that is!" They laughed together briefly, and then Scully stood to leave. "Thank you for all your help, Sarah. With the case, and ..." "You're welcome," Sarah said, rising from her seat to give Scully a quick hug. "Would you let me know how things turn out? With the two of you, I mean. I'll probably hear about the case in the news, if nothing else." "I'll do that," Scully said. "If not for you, it might have taken us years to face up to our feelings." She stopped, then chuckled again. "Of course, it *still* could take that long ..." The two women laughed together as they walked to the door and stepped back into the hall. Mulder halted in his steps as they came out, turning his eyes to Scully as he said, "Everything okay?" "We're fine, Mulder," Scully said, reaching to squeeze his hand briefly before turning back to Sarah. "I believe you're free to go now, Sarah, if they've given you your things back." "Yes," she answered. "Detective Brochnard said I could go when we'd finished." She turned to face Mulder and stuck out her hand, and he lifted his to shake it. "It was a pleasure meeting you, Agent Mulder." She dropped her hand and smiled, glancing at Scully. "I hope to be hearing from you soon, Dana." She turned and walked down the hall toward the exit. Mulder turned to Scully, a quizzical look on his face. "What was *that* all about?" he asked. "Long story," Scully said, turning toward Detective Brochnard's office. "I'll tell you about it, but not now. We've got a killer to catch." "Yes ma'am," Mulder said, sending up a mock salute before following her down the hall. ========== 1:17 p.m. Scully and Mulder again walked toward Detective Brochard's desk. As they approached, Mulder asked, "Did you get Nicholson's number?" "Yes," the detective replied. "It's 770-555-0982." Mulder picked up the phone on her desk and dialed; it was picked up on the second ring. "Nicholson residence." "Yes, is Mr. Nicholson in?" "I'm sorry, sir, he's not here right now. May I take a message?" "Do you know when he will be in? "I'm afraid it will be late tonight, sir. He is out on personal business, and then he is going to the Braves game. Is there something I can help you with?" "No, that's fine, I'll try him at his office tomorrow. Thank you." Mulder replaced the receiver, then turned to Scully with a mischevious grin. "Dig out your glove, Scully; looks like we're going to that game after all." ========== Homicide Department Atlanta Police Headquarters 6:08 p.m. After eating a late lunch, Mulder and Scully returned to their hotel rooms to change clothes, then went back to Detective Brochnard's office to plan their surveillance. They were now deep in discussion with Brochnard and several other plainclothes officers. "I think your people should keep an eye on Nicholson while we try to approach him," Mulder was saying. "He's not likely to recognize either of us, but there's a chance he might know some of your men." "Agreed," Brochnard said, making a note on the legal pad on her desk. "So, you and Agent Scully will take the club level seats near his and try to strike up a conversation at some point. Hill and Karney --" she nodded at two men standing nearby -- "you guys pick him up in the parking lot and keep him in your sights until he leaves. Norris and Clark will pick him up from there." This pair, two women, nodded. Brochnard looked around at the group. "We've already got a team headed to his house, so if he goes there after the game, that's taken care of. If not, Norris and Clark will continue their surveillance and call for backup if needed." She caught the eyes of each person in the group briefly, then returned to Mulder. "Do you have any other suggestions, Agent Mulder?" He shook his head. "Sounds good to me," he responded. "Then let's head out," Brochnard said, and the group began to disperse. ========== Turner Field Atlanta, Georgia 7:43 p.m. Scully glanced at Mulder as they crossed the wide, curved street and headed through the iron gates leading into the baseball park. He looked astonishingly boyish, a barely- contained expression of glee on his face underneath the Yankees cap he wore. Her eyes dipped to take in his T-shirt, jeans and sneakers, a near match for her outfit, minus the cap; she had her hair pulled up into a ponytail. Not exactly standard FBI dress, but then Mulder had decided their business suits would stand out too much at a night game. "If it was a weekday afternoon, it'd be different," he'd said. "Business suits are the norm then, with so many people playing hooky from work. But we would be way too conspicuous tonight." So they'd gone the casual route, Mulder managing to unearth the Yankees cap in the hotel gift shop as his crowning glory. But none of that explained his air of anticipation as they approached the ticket window to pick up the passes team officials had agreed to provide for them. He was practically bouncing on his feet as he walked, and he leaned forward slightly as if he couldn't move fast enough to satisfy himself. His eyes sparkled, and his grin only widened as they entered the main gates to the park itself. Finally, Scully could stand it no longer. "Mulder, you look like a kid in a candy store," she said. "What's the big deal?" Mulder looked at her, amazement apparent on his face. "Are you kidding?" he said. "This is one of the best ballparks in the majors, and I've been dying to come see it. Take a look around you, Scully. It's better than an amusement park." Scully did look around, and her eyebrows lifted in surprise. They were standing in the middle of what could only be described as a carnival midway, with food and game booths lining both sides of an open plaza. Hundreds of people milled around, in various stages of baseball fan garb. Scully turned toward the field and her eyes climbed skyward, her mouth opening in awe at the hundred-foot photo of a baseball that towered over the plaza. A huge screen just below it was running some kind of baseball highlights film, and various groups of entertainers were drawing attention at ground level in front of it. She turned back to Mulder, who had completed his own survey of the scene by then and was watching her, an amused look on his face. "Good grief, Mulder," she said. "With all this, who needs a baseball game?" Mulder chuckled. "That's kind of the idea," he said. "And you haven't even seen the interactive games and the museum; they're under the stands." Scully shook her head slowly as she looked around again, her eyes still huge. Then, she turned back to him and lifted one eyebrow. "And who paid for all this?" she asked. Mulder placed a hand at her back and guided her toward the stairs to their left. "Actually, the Olympics paid for it," he answered. "This was originally the main Olympic stadium, remember. Redesigning it for baseball was part of the cost." Scully looked back at him, doubt evident on her face. "You're telling me all this didn't cost the public anything." "Not a penny," Mulder said as they started up the stairs. "Of course, they have to pay to get inside. They've still got a team to support." "True," Scully replied. "So where are we headed, anyway?" "The club level concourse," Mulder said. "The team representative I talked to said Nicholson's season tickets are in section 321, which entitles him to club privileges. Our passes will get us in there, too, so we can watch him, and try to speak to him." At the top of the stairs, Mulder and Scully saw a roped-off patio guarded by an usher. They paused to show their passes, then headed toward a set of double doors leading into a fully enclosed concourse lined with tables and chairs. Mulder pulled open one door and waved Scully through, placing his hand lightly in its familiar spot at the small of her back again as they walked in. Scully smiled back up at Mulder. "Wow, air conditioning," she said, eliciting a chuckle from her partner as they started down the wide hall, scanning the crowd as they went. They found the door to their seating area without catching sight of Nicholson. "So should we keep looking?" Scully asked. "Actually, I believe our seats are a few rows behind his," Mulder said. "If he's there, or if he comes in, we should see him pretty easily. Let's just go to our seats." Scully pulled open the door, and they started down the aisle, finding their spots easily. They settled into the seats, which offered them a prime view of the grassy field below. The game was already under way, with the Braves just coming to bat in the bottom of the first. Mulder leaned back in his seat, lifting one leg and placing his foot on the empty seat in front of him. Grinning, he looked at Scully. "So, Scully, how long's it been since you've been to a ball game?" She shot him a look, then turned her attention back to the field, where the leadoff hitter had just drawn a walk. "Not that long, Mulder. I actually went to an Orioles game last year, while Bill was visiting." Her expression softened. "We used to go with Dad and Charlie whenever we got the chance, if we were close enough to a ballpark. Major leagues, minor leagues, it didn't matter to us." Mulder's eyes were glued to her face as she spoke. The faraway look in her eyes and soft smile on her lips held his rapt attention. Scully laughed softly. "Once, in San Diego -- I must have been 10 -- we got there really early, because the Braves were in town and we wanted to get Hank Aaron's autograph. I *know* I was 10, because it was just a couple of months after he set the home run record, and that would have been 1974. Anyway, as soon as the gates opened, Bill and I ran down to the side of the visitors' dugout and camped there, leaning as far over the railing as we could. After a while, we saw him down at the far end of the dugout, and we started calling him, practically begging him to come sign for us. He watched us for a few minutes, smiling, and then he walked down to our end and leaned up just far enough to take the ball and pen Bill was holding. He signed the ball, handed it and the pen back, and said, 'Enjoy the game, kids.' Then he walked back down into the tunnel." Scully suddenly looked over at Mulder, as if she had snapped out of some sort of trance, and caught his gaze. His eyes were soft and he was smiling that little-boy smile she had seen so seldom, and her heart melted. She returned the smile, and didn't pull away when he reached out and took her hand. Together, they turned back toward the field, and she lowered her head to the side and rested it on his shoulder. ========== 8:48 p.m. Mulder was engrossed in the game when he felt Scully's hand fall onto his arm. "There he is," she whispered, and Mulder looked up to see Nicholson standing a few rows ahead of them. In a few moments, the man turned and started back up the aisle. Once he had passed, Mulder and Scully rose and followed. Inside the concourse, they looked around, and then Mulder reached toward Scully and cupped his hand around her elbow. Leaning in toward her ear, he whispered, "Concession stand." She looked in that direction and spotted Nicholson, standing at the end of the short line. Smoothly, they moved to stand behind him, Mulder noticing a small bandage on his hand and silently pointing it out to Scully. "Budweiser and a jumbo dog, please," Nicholson said to the concessionaire, who swiftly filled the order. Next in line, Mulder said, "Two small Cokes, please." As soon as the first drink hit the counter, he picked it up and turned toward the cash register, took one step and tripped, splashing the cold soda on Nicholson. "Oh, I am *so* sorry," Mulder said, grabbing for a handful of napkins as Scully took her own drink and stepped up beside him, a half-smile on her face. Mulder flashed his most winning grin and handed Nicholson the napkins. Looking down, Mulder said, "That bandage is soaked. Here, let us give you a fresh one." He turned toward Scully. "Dana, didn't you bring some bandages with you?" "Yes, actually," Scully replied, picking up on Mulder's plan. She unzipped the pack at her waist and extracted a bandage, then stepped forward and said, "Here, let me change that for you. I'm a ... medical student." Nicholson looked at her, doubt apparent, but then he nodded and she swiftly removed the old bandage and replaced it. "There, good as new," she said brightly, smiling. Nicholson didn't return the smile. "Sure, thanks," he said, striding off toward his seat. Scully turned back to Mulder as he pulled out his wallet to pay for the drinks. "Mission accomplished," she muttered, surrepitously displaying the bloodstained bandage in her hand. She pulled a small plastic bag from her waist pack, slid the bandage in, then took her drink and stepped away, Mulder's hand at her back. He leaned in closer and whispered, "Medical student?" She glanced up at him and, in the same teasingly incredulous tone, retorted, "*Dana*?" He grinned, and she went on. "So I guess we'll be missing the rest of the game?" she asked. Mulder continued to grin down at her. "Yeah, we can't try to approach Nicholson again here." "True, but if the prints or blood on that bandage match ..." "Then it won't matter," Mulder finished. "Otherwise, we can question him by phone or have Detective Brochnard do it." "Or we could tell him we were here for some other reason, although I doubt he would buy it." "Let's just hope we get a match." ========== Hyatt Regency 11:54 p.m. Mulder and Scully trudged down the hallway toward their rooms, exhausted from another long day. They'd delivered the bloodied bandage to police headquarters for testing, then met later with Detective Brochnard and the surveillance team members. Nicholson had left after the seventh inning of the game and gone straight home, so a stakeout had been set up across the street. The agents had left Mulder's cell phone number so they could be contacted and headed back to their hotel. Now, the partners were ready to rest, while they had the chance. As they approached their doors, they pulled out their key cards almost simultaneously, grinning a bit as they realized what they had done. "So, Scully," Mulder said semi-casually. "You up for a quick run before bed?" Scully gave him a patented eye roll. "And since when do I run, Mulder, especially at midnight after a day like today?" she retorted. "*I* plan to take a *long* shower, then fall into bed for several dozen hours." Mulder's half-grin lifted into an unmistakable leer. "Ooh, I think I like *your* idea better," he said. "Want some company?" "Dream on, Mulder," Scully said. She slipped her card into the slot on the door and pushed it open, then looked back at him. All signs of teasing had dropped from his face, and she found herself caught in his gaze, unable to move as he came closer. He bent to her ear, his breath ruffling the loosened tendrils at her neck, and whispered, "If you only knew ..." Then he brushed his lips across her cheek, and before she could react, he had disappeared into his room. Scully pushed into her room and shoved the door shut behind her. Her pulse pounded through the rushing noise inside her head, and she slowly realized she was panting. With an effort, she managed to calm her system. She couldn't believe the effect his actions had had on her. "No," she contradicted herself softly. "I *can* believe it." She thought back to the last time she'd felt like this, less than 24 hours earlier. And the time before, a half-dozen hours before that. Her thoughts raced backward, and she counted time after time that Mulder had brought forth similar feelings in her. She shut off her train of thought with a sharp shake of her head. She couldn't think of those things right now. They were partners, and friends, first, and they had a case to solve. She sighed. Well, if she couldn't completely forget about it, at least she could put it off until they were back home, on familiar turf. She certainly didn't want to confront these feelings in a motel -- -- room halfway across the country. Resolutely, she started gathering her things for her shower. ========== Hyatt Regency Room 944 12:06 a.m. Mulder closed the door behind him, his hands shaking from the effort of holding himself back. He never should have done that. As soon as he had moved close enough to breathe in her scent, he was lost, and it took every ounce of willpower in his body to hurl himself into his room instead of into hers. Into her. He dropped his head to his chest and moaned quietly. he thought. Mechanically, he started pulling off his clothes, changing into shorts and a t-shirt and slipping on his running shoes. Repeating his actions from the previous night, he picked up his room key, gun, and cell phone and headed out for the streets again. ========== Peachtree Street Downtown Atlanta 12:45 a.m. Mulder had been running for more than a half hour, and he still hadn't managed to silence the thoughts that insisted on dancing through his mind. Scully in his arms. Scully's hands around his neck. Scully's lips under his ... He groaned again and increased his pace. ========== Hyatt Regency Room 942 2:43 a.m. For the second night in a row, Scully popped awake suddenly. She stayed motionless in the bed, listening intently, before she finally made out the sound of movement from the room next door. she thought, and relaxed a bit. Then, She pushed up on one arm and reached to switch on the light. Tossing back the covers, she padded over to the adjoining door and listened carefully. All she could hear was the slow, halting sound of footsteps, as if he was having trouble pacing, accompanied by a deep wheezing sound -- as if he was having trouble breathing. Concerned, she knocked on the door. The pacing paused, moved closer, then stopped, and she could hear him still breathing roughly from just on the other side of the door. "Mulder?" she called softly. "Are you okay?" Another pause, and then the door slowly opened to reveal a thoroughly sweat-soaked Mulder, his breath still coming in gasps. His pupils were dilated and his gaze seemed to float a bit, as if he wasn't quite focusing. "Sc ..." he wheezed, then coughed, gasped, and tried again. "Run ... think ... overdid it ..." Scully immediately snapped into her doctor persona. Throwing an arm around Mulder's waist, she began walking him around the room again. "Okay, Mulder, it'll be okay," she said soothingly. "You were doing the right thing. Just keep moving for now. We'll get you cooled down, and then you can rest." He was reacting much as marathon runners did after races. His body had been stretched too far, and if he stopped moving now, he'd be wracked with cramps and would likely go into shock. She kept up her murmurs for several more minutes as they moved back and forth across the floor. Gradually, the gasps lessened and his breathing eased, and they finally slowed and came to a stop at the foot of the bed. Carefully, Scully lowered Mulder onto the edge of the mattress, then bent at the waist so their faces were level. "Mulder, look at me," she said, and he raised his head slightly to meet her gaze. Holding up one finger, she said, "Track my finger," and moved her hand from left to right before his face, his eyes following smoothly. She nodded briskly. "You're gonna be fine, Mulder," she said, relief evident in her voice. "You may end up with a few muscle cramps, and you definitely need to drink about a gallon of water, but you're okay." "Yeah," Mulder said, his voice cracking. "Water sounds good." Scully straightened. "I've got a water bottle in my room. I'll go fill it and the ice bucket and be right back." She started to turn to the door, but Mulder grabbed her wrist. She looked back, and he looked at her solemnly for a moment before whispering, "Thanks, Scully." She smiled softly. "You're welcome, Mulder," she said, sliding her hand down to squeeze his briefly before heading into her own room. ========== Hyatt Regency Room 944 3:34 a.m. Mulder finished his second bottle of water and leaned back against the pillow-banked headboard again, watched Scully as she watched him from her seat at the side of the bed. "Okay, that's what, two quarts?" he said, his voice back to the normal, semi-teasing tone he used with her most of the time. "Yeah, and you need to drink at least one more," she answered, standing up and holding out her hand for the bottle. He relinquished it with a grimace. "Yah know, I haven't had much of a taste for water in about, oh, three years," he said, drawing the reward of a half-smile from her. "Well, that was a bit of an unusual circumstance," she said, heading for the bathroom sink to refill the bottle. "How many people have to worry about LSD in the water supply?" "Only me, Scully," he answered. "Well, and my neighbors, I guess ..." His voice drifted off as he remembered the murder in his building that had happened just days before Scully had discovered the poison in the water system. One more innocent whose blood stained his hands. Scully returned to the bed and immediately noticed the dark cloud covering his face. She thought back over their conversation and realized the source of his dejection. "Mulder," she said, laying a hand over his. "It wasn't your fault. You didn't know what was happening. It was only by pure luck that I found out." He snorted. "Yeah, well, things like that sure have a way of following me around," he said sarcastically. "I should move into a cabin in the middle of nowhere and cut off all contact with the outside world. Maybe then I won't be putting anyone else in danger just by being near me." That did it. Already tired and taut with barely-contained emotions, Scully snapped. "Mulder, stop it, and I mean *now*!" she said. "I can't begin to tell you how sick I am of your constant efforts to take the blame for everything that has ever happened to anyone you've ever known! Would you please get it through your thick skull that it is *not your fault*?" He gaped at her. "But it *is* my fault," he said, his bewilderment obvious. "I've lost everyone I've ever been close to, and even people who barely know me have been hurt, even killed, because of me. I'm at the center of the whole mess. Of *course* it's my fault." Now it was Scully's turn to gape. He truly believed what he was saying. she thought. She leaned forward and grasped his other hand, pulling him up to sit facing her. "Fox William Mulder," she said firmly, managing not to smile at the grimace that crossed his face. "You are not at fault. It is not your fault. You can blame aliens, Cancer Man -- I don't care. But I am not going to allow you to blame yourself any longer." Leaning forward, she placed her hands on either side of his face and pulled him down until their noses were just inches apart. "It's not your fault," she whispered. "It's not your fault." Then she watched, amazed, as his eyes widened, then his face crumpled, and the tears began. He slumped forward and she caught him, wrapping her arms around his waist as his slid around her back, and she rocked him back and forth, whispering soothingly as he cried. ========== Hyatt Regency Room 944 8:12 a.m. Once again, Scully awoke with a start, but this time she was completely disoriented. Her pillow was hard, and something heavy was lying across her stomach. Plus, she was lying on her right side, on which she rarely, if ever, slept. And something smelled *really* bad. Then the memories returned, and she realized her pillow was Mulder's right forearm and the weight across her body was his left arm. She was on her right side because Mulder was spooned behind her, his body a few inches away from her back. The smell came from him, as a result of the dried-on sweat from his overdone run the night before. Slowly, she turned her head, but he didn't move. His breathing was deep and regular, and his face was smooth and peaceful. She wondered how often he was able to sleep like this, without nightmares. she thought. It had certainly worn *her* out. She hated to move, for fear of waking him, but she had to go to the bathroom *soon*. Carefully, she slid to the edge of the mattress, allowing his arm to fall softly onto the padding as she sat up. She debated briefly, then decided to use her own bathroom and headed for the adjoining door. She had just grabbed the handle when she heard his voice: "Scully?" She looked back to see his head raised slightly from the pillow, fear in his eyes. "It's okay, Mulder," she said softly. "I'm just going to the bathroom." He nodded, pushing himself up a little further. "Are you coming back?" he asked. She wasn't awake enough to argue with him, so she said, "Yes, I'll be right back," then pulled the door open and escaped to her own room, shutting the door behind her. She quickly used the bathroom, then brushed her teeth and hair. She debated getting dressed, but decided her pajamas were modest enough for comfort. Stepping back over to the door and taking a deep breath, she knocked lightly. "C'mon in, Scully," Mulder called, and she pushed the door open to see him sitting on the edge of the bed. His hair was pressed to his head on one side, where he'd been lying on it, and the other side stuck straight out. He still wore the shorts and t-shirt he'd run in the night before, now thoroughly wrinkled. Scully smiled. "Good morning," she said lightly. "I must say, Mulder, that's an unusual look for you." He gave her a sarcastic smile. "Gee, thanks, Scully," he said. "The smell's pretty nice, too. Want a whiff?" "No, thanks," she said, wrinkling her nose as she stepped over to lean against the dresser. "I got enough of a smell when I woke up." Mulder laughed softly. "Yeah, well, I don't think I would have been able to stand up long enough for a shower at four this morning," he said, running a hand through his hair. Scully tilted her head. "You want to tell me what that was all about?" she asked gently. His eyes shot up to meet hers, and she was shocked at the sheer terror that flashed across his face before he looked away. "I don't think that would be a good idea right now," he murmured. She watched him another few minutes, considering another outburst like the one she'd had last night, but she finally decided to let it rest. For now. Nodding once, sharply, she said, "Well, then, I think we should get showered and dressed and go get some breakfast," she said. "You worked off plenty of calories last night, so I won't even complain about the amount of grease you eat." Mulder shot her a lopsided grin. "On one condition -- I'm buying." She started to protest, but he cut her off. "No, I owe you one, Scully, after last night. I won't take no for an answer." She nodded again. "All right, Mulder," she said, pushing off the dresser and stepping back toward the door. "I'll be back in an hour, so be ready to go." "Yes, ma'am," he drawled, garnering a last look over her shoulder before she disappeared next door. ========== International House of Pancakes 1725 Peachtree Street NE Midtown Atlanta 9:45 a.m. Mulder and Scully settled into opposite sides of the booth inside the restaurant. Mulder immediately grabbed for one of the menus and hungrily ran his eyes down the selections, while Scully waited for a waitress. After a few moments, a young woman crossed to the table and laid out napkins and silverware, then pulled an order pad from her apron. Scully smiled at her and said, "Two coffees, please, and a large orange juice for me." She looked at Mulder. "Mulder? You ready to order?" "Yeah," he said, shooting a smile at her, then at the waitress. "Give me a Rooty Tooty Fresh 'N' Fruity, with double hash browns, scattered, smothered, and covered, and an extra order of buttermilk pancakes." The waitress nodded and walked off, and Scully shot him a look. "I think you just ordered that so you could say the name," she said, drawing a chuckle. "And what, exactly, is 'scattered, smothered, and covered'?" she added. He grinned again, then begain enumerating the hash brown styles by holding up his fingers. "'Scattered' is just what is says -- spread out, instead of in a patty. 'Smothered' is with onions, and 'covered' is with cheese." He folded his hands on the table and leaned forward. "And the extra pancakes, Scully, are for *you* -- no way you're getting out of here without eating *something*." The waitress brought their coffees just then, but once she was done and Scully had added creamer to hers, she smirked. "You calling me a cheap date, Mulder?" His grin widened. "And what would you do if I was?" he challenged. Before she could answer, Mulder's cell phone trilled. Sighing, he pulled it from his pocket, punched a button and barked, "Mulder." He listened a few moments, then said, "Thanks" and hung up. He turned back to meet Scully's quizzical gaze and said, "That was Detective Robitz, just updating us on the surveillance. Nicholson went to his office this morning, as usual. Nothing suspicious so far." Scully let out a breath she hadn't realized she was holding. "Good," she said, then half-smiled, looking down at the table. "I wasn't looking forward to getting breakfast to go." Mulder chuckled. "Yeah, I'm a little sick of meals on the run myself," he said. "Maybe we'll actually make it through this one unscathed." Scully thought, but managed not to say. She'd promised not to mention his greasy meal, and she was determined to follow through. The food was there within minutes, and the two of them began eating in silence. Scully finished first again, simply because she didn't have as much to eat, and she sat sipping her second cup of coffee as Mulder continued eating. Finally, with about a quarter of the meal remaining, Mulder stopped and sat back. "Guess I wasn't quite as hungry as I thought," he said. "Shouldn't have gotten the extra hash browns." Scully raised an eyebrow. "You know, Mulder ..." "Hey, you promised," he interrupted. "No comments about the fat content." She shook her head. "That wasn't what I was going to say," she said. "I've already bitten back *one* comment like that." He chuckled at that, and she continued. "I *was* going to say, however, that you probably don't need to eat more than that anyway, after what happened last night. Your body is still recovering, and I don't want you getting sick on me today." Mulder grinned again. "Don't worry, Scully, if I think I'm going to be sick, I'll aim in another direction." This time, he earned an eye roll. "Mulder ..." "I know, I know," he answered, holding up his hands protectively. "That's not what you meant." He smiled softly. "It's just fun to pick on you, Scully." She stiffened, and he immediately regretted the statement. "Sorry, Scully," he said. "That didn't come out like I meant it." She relaxed slightly, then managed a smile. "It's okay, Mulder," she said. "I know what you meant." There was an uncomfortable silence for a moment before Mulder grabbed up the check and slid out of the booth. "Shall we?" he said dramatically, offering her his hand, and she smiled genuinely as she took it and moved to stand beside him as he paid the check. He turned from the register and, placing his hand at the small of her back, guided her out into the bright Southern sunshine. ========== Atlanta Police Headquarters 11:12 a.m. Mulder and Scully walked side-by-side back down the by-now familiar hallway toward Detective Brochnard's desk, their arms brushing against each other occasionally as they moved. Neither gave an outward sign that they even noticed the light touches. But they did. As they neared the homicide department, the detective stepped into the hall and caught sight of them. She began speaking as they slowed to stop beside her. "Good morning, Agents," she said. "I've been trying to reach you. We got a match on that print. We're bringing Nicholson in now." "It was his?" Mulder asked as he pulled his cell phone from his pocket and checked it, a puzzled expression on his face. "Yep," she said, nodding. "We got warrants about a half-hour ago. We've got one team on the way to his office and the other headed for his house." Mulder shoved the dead phone back in his pocket. "Guess the battery in this thing finally gave out," he said, smiling wryly at the two women. He turned slightly toward Brochnard. "Is there anything else we can do for you?" Brochnard shook her head. "I really don't think so," she said. "I doubt we'll need you for the trial, but we'll let you know if we do. I'd like to thank both of you for your assistance, though." Scully took a half-step forward to join the conversation, smiling. "We really didn't do that much," she said. "Your department has done a fine job with the case." "Yes, but you two really helped move things along," Brochnard insisted. Then she paused, her eyes flicking back and forth between the two agents. "But I'm still wondering one thing -- how did Sarah Owens fit into all this? She wasn't really -- what was it -- empathic, was she?" This time, it was Mulder's turn to smile. "Does it really matter?" he said. "You've got your killer." Brochnard stared at him, then relaxed and smiled. "No, I guess it doesn't," she acknowledged. "I was just ... curious." Scully shifted slightly, drawing the eyes of the two others. "Well, detective, I think you can believe what you wish about Sarah Owens," she said, one eyebrow creeping upward. "She could have witnessed one of Nicholson's attacks and been reluctant to come forward directly." She smirked slightly, glancing sidelong at Mulder for a moment. "Or maybe she did see it in her mind. You never know." she thought, relishing the chance to tease him like he usually did her. Scully didn't see Mulder react, so she turned and held out her hand to Detective Brochnard. "If that's all, then, we'll head home," she said, as the two women shook hands. "Sure," Brochnard said, turning toward Mulder and holding out her hand. "Thanks again for your help." Mulder almost jumped at her words, his eyes still glued to Scully, but he brought himself out of it and shook the detective's hand. "You're ..." his voice cracked, and he cleared his throat. "You're welcome," he managed. Scully noted his reaction and smirked again. she thought. To Brochnard, she said, "Be sure to let us know if you need anything else from us. It was nice meeting you." "You too," she replied. "Have a good trip back." "Goodbye," Scully said, turning toward the front entrance and almost running into Mulder, who still stood frozen in place. She looked up at him, surprised. "Mulder, are you all right?" she asked automatically. He continued to stare at her. "Mulder," she said, concern creasing her face. "Mulder, are you okay?" Finally, he nodded. "I'm fine," he said in a clipped voice, his jaw set. He turned on his heel and heading for the door, leaving Scully to follow, perplexed at his sudden mood swing. she thought, hurrying to catch up with his long strides. ========== Hyatt Regency Lobby 11:53 a.m. Mulder had spoken only when necessary during the trip back to the hotel to check out. Scully had called to book a return flight to Washington for early that afternoon, then hurried to pack her bags so they could clear the rooms by noon. Now, she was waiting near the elevators while Mulder turned in their key cards and took care of the bill. She tried not to think about Mulder's attitude, but she couldn't help it. It had taken her a few minutes to realize what was bothering him -- it was her sarcastic comment about Sarah. She'd meant it as a joke, but apparently, Mulder hadn't taken it that way. Finally, Mulder was finished at the desk, and he turned and walked back in her direction. He picked up the two largest bags, one of his and one of hers, and stepped to the wall to stab the "down" button at the elevator. They waited silently, then rode down to the parking garage, where Mulder handed the valet his ticket. They waited, again, in a by-now oppressive silence, for the car. When it arrived, Mulder loaded their bags in the trunk, then climbed in, and she followed suit. He still hadn't spoken to her unless absolutely necessary. Not since before they had left the police station. Mulder headed the car back toward the airport, then tuned in a local classic rock station and turned it up, a bit louder than he knew Scully liked it. She sighed resignedly and settled back in her seat. She didn't know what to say to him. The day had been going so well, especially after the night they'd had. They'd enjoyed a nice breakfast, the case was solved, and they were headed for home. Surely he wasn't this upset about one flippant comment? Scully sighed again. she thought. She pondered what she could say to him. She didn't really feel up to discussing the vision they'd seen with Sarah, not after the events from the night before. But if she brought up her comment, the conversation would most definitely get back to the very subject she wanted to avoid. She decided staying silent was the best alternative. For now. ========== J. Edgar Hoover FBI Building Washington, D.C. 6:02 p.m. The trip back to Washington had gone much more smoothly than Scully expected, despite her partner's continued reluctance to speak to her unless he had to. They had made it back so quickly that she had suggested they stop by the office to start on paperwork before heading home. Mulder agreed. Now, they sat side-by-side at their new desks in the all-but deserted VC bullpen. Mulder had shed his jacket, loosened his tie, and rolled his sleeves up and was sifting through his briefcase to unearth receipts. Scully, her glasses perched on her nose, had their field report on her laptop's screen and was working on revisions, all the time hoping for a break in the tension. None seemed forthcoming. The silence between them was deafening. Finally, Scully couldn't take it any more, so she decided to try a simple apology and go from there. She sighed and removed her glasses, turning toward him. "Mulder," she said softly, searching his face for a reaction. "I'm sorry. I didn't mean what you thought I meant when I was talking to Detective Brochnard." Mulder didn't turn his attention from his briefcase. "I don't know what you're talking about, Scully," he said mildly, his face staying in the carefully arranged blank expression she knew he used to hide his deepest emotions. She once again fought the urge to snap at him. "Mulder, I know you're upset --" "I'm not upset, Scully," Mulder said, still using an infuriatingly calm voice. "Why should I be upset? You're entitled to your own opinions." She blew out an exasperated breath. "That's not the point, Mulder," she said. "The point is, I think you misunderstood what I was saying to Detective Brochnard. I wasn't saying I didn't believe Sarah." Finally, he looked up at her, pinning her with his hazel eyes. "So you *did* believe her?" he said, a hint of a challenge creeping into his voice. "Yes ... no ... I don't know," Scully said, closing her eyes and shaking her head. "Mulder, I'm not really up for this discussion right now." She reopened her eyes to see that the blank expression was back, and the mild tone followed. "That's fine," he said, turning back to his task. "We'll talk about it *later.*" He placed a strange emphasis on the final word. Scully fixed him with an intense stare. "On second thought," she said firmly, standing up, "I *am* up for this discussion. We will talk about it, right now." Mulder looked up in mild surprise, raising his eyebrows at her authoritative words, but didn't lose the bland tone. "Taking to ordering me around now, Agent Scully? I thought I was the senior agent." Scully counted to ten, quickly, before answering. "You'll be an *injured* agent if you don't agree to this," she answered in her most falsely-sweet voice, crossing her arms across her chest. Mulder paused, then relaxed visibly and let out a chuckle. The tension level between them dropped several points. "All right, all right," he said. "I'll talk." He shoved his chair back and stood. "But not here." Scully pulled her chin in, looking up at him dubiously. "What did you have in mind?" she said in a cautious tone. Mulder yanked off his tie and dropped it on his desk, then stepped in her direction. "How about a nice, long walk to unwind, Agent Scully?" he asked, holding out his elbow toward her and bowing slightly, a slight smile on his face. She hesitated, then nodded and moved toward him, slipping her arm into his. "Guess I should be glad I wore low heels today," she quipped. Mulder laughed. "Guess you should," he replied. And they headed for the door. ========== 6:34 p.m. Mulder and Scully walked along the Mall, oblivious to the hordes of tourists milling around, snapping photos of each other in front of various memorials and monuments. The two were the picture of a happy young couple, their faces placid, their stances relaxed, strolling side-by-side in what appeared to be a comfortable silence. But it wasn't. Mulder's stomach was roiling, his neck was aching, and his eyes hurt from the effort of keeping them on the path ahead. Scully was fighting to keep her knees from wobbling, her shoulders were stiff, and her thoughts whirled like a tornado. Good thing they were so good at hiding their true emotions. They walked a few more minutes, and Scully was beginning to wonder if they would *ever* have this conversation, when Mulder stretched out his hand and took hers, enveloping her small fingers in his. He still didn't speak, didn't even look at her, but she relaxed. she thought, and his move gave her the courage to speak. "Mulder, you of all people know I'm not one for emotional speeches," she started, shooting a glance at him out of the corner of her eye. She was gratified to see him smiling, and his eyes danced as he finally turned his head toward her. She continued: "I'm just going to be blunt, since it's what I do best." Mulder's smile widened. "You're my best friend, Mulder; I hope you know that. You're my only true friend, really. And you know I care about you." His smile softened, and she looked ahead again. "What I don't know is whether I'm ready for anything else." She glanced back over at him, and his smile had fallen away, replaced by a gradually deepening frown. He was hurt, she knew, and she had to fix it quick. "Mulder," she said, stopping in her tracks and turning towards him as he stopped too. "I'm telling you this because it's the truth, as best I know it. This is all too new. I'm not saying the idea of ... us ... is brand new, but the idea of actually following through with it ..." "... is scary as hell," he finished, managing a half-smile, though his eyes told her how serious he really was. She returned the smile, then turned back onto the sidewalk and started walking again, still holding his hand. She didn't speak again for a few minutes, and he simply enjoyed watching her out of the corner of his eye. Scully took a deep breath. "Mulder, this is kind of ... hard for me to say, to anyone, not just you." She kept her head down, her hair curtaining her face as she spoke. "But I haven't had the best track record in relationships. The last thing I want to do is jeopardize our partnership or our friendship. I really ... I don't know what to do about this. I'm not convinced we should do *anything* about it." Mulder leaned down, inclining his head toward her in an effort to see her face. "Neither am I, Scully," he said, and his words were enough to make her look up at him, her surprise evident in her expression. They pulled to a stop, and Mulder reached for her other hand as one corner of his mouth lifted in amusement. "What, did you think I was going to push on this?" he asked. She dropped her head again, but he wouldn't let her go. He released a hand and brought his finger up under her chin, raising her face back to his. His eyes were serious now. "Scully, I would never, ever, push you on this," he said softly. "On the job, yes. I'll push and shove and generally drive you nuts, whenever I can." They smiled briefly, and he continued, "But this is personal, and it's as hard for me as it is for you. I've been through every argument against it, and you know how good I am at being the pessimist when I really want to." He moved his hand from her chin to brush along her shoulder, then down her arm, where he clasped her hand in his again. His eyes still held hers as he went on. "I want you to know I'll defer to you on this," he said. "You've got more to lose than me, professionally. But my gut feeling is, if we've lasted this long, a little longer isn't going to hurt." He half-smiled again. "Well, not much, anyway." She smiled at that, and he finished, "So basically, I won't say a word about this until you tell me you're ready. I'm a big boy, Scully. I can handle it." She squeezed his hands. "Thank you, Mulder," she whispered. "That means a lot to me." He looked at her for another few minutes, then dropped one hand and tugged with the other. "Now that we're agreed on that, why don't we get back to that paperwork so we can head home?" "Sounds great," Scully agreed, and they headed back for the FBI building. They held hands the whole way. ==========END==========