Chapter Seventeen Luke stepped onto the verandah from the doorway adjoining his room and moved to the edge of the railing, his eyes sweeping the forest, seeing with Jedi senses where non-Jedi could not. Endor in its pre-dawn state was a sensually stunning experience. The eerie quiet of the forest in the moments before it awakened joined hands with last evening's gentle mist, rising on silent silken wings, painting an endless vista of cotton-coated ancient hardwoods. The deep browns and tans of assorted barks blended with multiple shades of green, resulting in a kaleidoscope of colors that was soothing to sleepy morning eyes. Slowly the call of the myriad avian population became audible, distantly at first, gaining in strength as it grew in numbers. Soon details of the forest began to emerge as the air was charged with morning's magic, bathing the landscape with the hushed hues of dawn. The mist rose as a majestic lacy veil, dissipating as it approached the upper reaches of atmosphere. And suddenly it was morning. Luke sensed Han's presence an instant before hearing his voice. "Now, that's what I call a sunrise." He watched as Han stepped over to the railing across from the door to his and Leia's chambers, a cup in one hand, its contents sending tendrils of steam into the crisp, early morning air. He took a deep breath, closing his eyes, and Luke could feel his friend opening himself to the morning's energies. Something had happened during the night. Luke noted the change in his friend's Sense, and a wry smile curved his mouth; ten to one it had something to do with that enormous wave of Force-energy he felt from his twin last evening. Apparently reading Luke's thoughts, Han turned and looked at his brother-in-law, favoring him with a wink. "You got it," he said with a little self-satisfied grin before turning back toward the forest, an air of tremendous well-being about him. "Bet you had trouble tuning that out," he murmured, bringing his cup to his mouth and taking a sip. He had indeed, Luke thought, reddening in spite of himself. At times like these, the Jedi Master still felt like the farm-boy innocent he had been on Tatooine, all those years ago. "How's Leia?" he asked, for want of anything else to say, and then could have kicked himself for the obvious double entendre. Han glanced sharply at him, quelling the instinctive jealousy that threatened to rear its ugly head. Just as suddenly, he mentally relaxed, realizing that the Jedi meant no offense. The kid seemed almost embarrassed by the whole thing. "She's fine," Han assured him, "you can see for yourself in a few minutes. She's just finishing up with Cady, then she'll be joining us." Unable to resist teasing the younger man, Han leaned toward his brother-in-law and whispered in a conspiratorial tone. "Marry a Jedi, Luke. Trust me." Nothing would please him more, Luke thought privately. For years he had wandered the galaxy in search of Force-sensitives like himself as candidates for his Jedi Academy. In his travels, he had encountered many interesting young women, some with the Force, some without. Despite several near misses, he had yet to be united with that life- mate he was certain was out there, somewhere among the cosmos. The door opened behind Han, and Leia appeared, breathtakingly beautiful in a soft lavender robe of shimmersilk, her dark hair loose and flowing down her back in waves, the bright Force-spot that was Arcadia in her arms. As she approached her husband, Luke tuned his Jedi senses to his tiny niece, feeling a massive charge of Force-energy as Han took the baby from Leia's arms, held her up to his face and kissed the diminutive nose. "How's my Cady-bit?" Han addressed the infant in the serious yet light tone of voice he tended to use when dealing with his children. "How's my Cady-bit today?" Arcadia reached for Han's nose with flailing arms, making little grunting noises as she squirmed in her father's hands. "Are we grumpy this morning?" He glanced at Leia, brow raised. The baby was normally extraordinarily good-natured. "What's the matter with her?" he asked, concerned. "Something must have been keeping her awake last night," Leia murmured teasingly. Han grinned down at his wife, then leaned in for a quick kiss, which ended up being not so quick after all. Feeling suddenly very much in the way, Luke turned in search of the twins and Anakin, whom he could hear bounding across the porch from the opposite side of the verandah. Jacen and Jaina ran for their parents with excited calls, with Anakin hurrying to keep up with them. "Dad, Dad!" Jacen called in his too-loud ten year-old voice. "You'll never guess what happened last night at the Ewok village!" "I want to tell!" Jaina objected, stomping her foot. "No, I will, it's my turn to tell!" Jacen stormed, and the morning's peace was shattered by the sound of the twins' battling over which would have the privilege of recounting their evening. Anakin stood back, wide-eyed, watching his siblings threaten to duke it out. "Hey, hey, hey!" Han's booming voice penetrated the bedlam. Both children immediately quieted, turning their large dark eyes up to their father with quiet respect. He rarely raised his voice at them, and when he did, it got their attention rather quickly. Han nodded in Leia's direction. "Let's see what your mother has to say." Leia looked at her older children a moment, considering. Not wanting to hurt either child's feelings, she nodded instead to Luke. "Why don't we let your Uncle Luke tell us what happened?" Immediately she sensed the calming effect her words had on both children, knowing they loved their Uncle Luke far too much to object to his telling a story of any kind. She smiled to herself, pleased that even this far from Coruscant, her diplomacy skills continued to aid her. "How was the Light Festival?" she asked, crossing the verandah to sit in one of the self-conforming chairs at the breakfast table by the railing. She pressed a button on the adjoining comlink, and a moment later Threepio appeared with a tray of breakfast pastries and hot, spicy paricha. Leia smiled and nodded her thanks to the droid as he set the trays on the table, then turned her attention to Luke's tale. "We very nearly didn't have a Light Festival," he began. "It seems a band of mischievous young Ewoks decided to abscond with the Lantern of Sacred Light just before the initial pilgrimage to the Tree of Light. The entire village was in a bit of an uproar until it was finally located and returned to its shrine." "Did they continue with the festivities?" Leia asked, pouring glasses of juice from the beverage tray and handing one to each of the children before pouring cups of paricha for the adults. "By the time they fingered the little perpetrators and restored order the moon had passed beyond the Tree of Light," Luke said, taking his cup and nodding his thanks. "According to their tradition, the rites must be accomplished before that point, so the whole affair had to be postponed until tonight." He took a sip of his beverage. "So, we're going to try again this evening. Do you think you two might like to come?" Han and Leia exchanged loaded looks and Luke quickly took a sip from his cup to hide a knowing smile. "Uh, sure, kid," Han mumbled, the smoldering gaze he fixed on his wife belying his words. "If we're not busy...with the baby..." he shrugged, "...you know." "Of course," Luke agreed, straight-faced. "That's okay," he added cheerily. "The Festival continues for fourteen days so perhaps you can make it on one of the other nights. Each night of the Festival a different offering is brought before the Tree of Light. On the fourteenth night the entire village comes ablaze with celebratory fires. I'm told there is dancing and singing and all kinds of merry- making." He smiled wistfully. "Sounds a lot like that celebration right after the Battle of Endor, doesn't it?" Leia recalled the evening with fondness. She and Han had slipped away from the celebration for one of their own, lying together beneath the stars, discovering each other for the first time, plighting their troth. Now that she thought of it, that was the first time she had experienced the strange intensification of her Force-awareness on Endor. That night she and Han had made love deep in the cozy confines of a fern-dell, and it had seemed to her that the ground had literally trembled when they came together. She looked now into his eyes and felt his own fond memories of that night, and the simultaneous quickening of their Senses made her catch her breath, her face flushed with renewed desire. "What's wrong with your face, Mother?" Jacen asked. "Did you get a sunburn or something?" Han burst into hearty laughter, walked over to his son and mussed the already tousled head. "Or something, son," he laughed, and took the chair next to Leia, Arcadia cradled in one arm, hugging his wife affectionately with the other. It was obvious that he was enjoying her discomfiture enormously. She arched a cultured eyebrow, fixing him with a reproachful look. "It works both ways, my darling," she chided and projected a thought of such wicked intent that Luke instantaneously tuned it out before the picture was complete. He grinned as he watched Han's face grow scarlet. "Okay, okay," Han muttered sideways to his wife. "I get the picture. Show a guy a little pity, huh?" She leaned against him, kissing him, and in her whispered words lay a promise for the evening. "Just hold that thought, Captain," she instructed in a suggestive tone. "Does this mean we'll be having another baby, Daddy?" Jaina piped up and Han and Luke both felt the wrenching sadness that edged out the surprise in Leia's Sense at her daughter's words. Han tightened his arm around his wife's shoulders, absorbing her sorrow and turned his attention to answering Jaina's question. "No, Princess," he said quietly. "Your mother and I aren't going to have any more babies." He tried a tentative smile at Leia. "Our family is perfect the way it is," he concluded, kissing his wife's cheek with great tenderness. Luke sensed a slight easing in his sister's pain, and he reached further for her Sense, felt her block him from her mind for the first time since they had been reunited. Something was hurting her, very badly, something he had missed. Had the Jedi trance missed something during the healing process, those tortuous days she had lain in the sickbed, teetering between life and death? She obviously was not ready to tell him, whatever it was. Luke called upon Jedi patience and calmed his protective instincts. Leia would tell him when she was ready and not before. Han turned his attention to Anakin, silent and still and standing close to his mother's chair, munching solemnly on his pastry. "How about you, little man?" he asked the child. "What did you think about all that excitement at the village?" Anakin turned his ice blue eyes up to his father and answered with characteristic simplicity. "Not good." He had never been a child to waste words. "Do you want to go back tonight and see the procession?" Luke asked the little boy. Anakin chewed his pastry a moment before answering. "I guess I'll have to," he finally said, slowly, thoughtfully. "Maybe if I go see what it wants it will stop bothering me." Leia sat bolt upright in her chair. "What's been bothering you, Anakin?" she asked, and Luke could feel the unease in her Sense. "The tree. It calls to me every night when I go to sleep," Anakin mumbled. "It just won't let me alone." "Oh, honey," Leia whispered, her heart in her throat. She drew her son into her arms, cradling his head against her breast, stroking his soft, dark curls. Turning worried eyes to her husband and then to her brother, she clearly projected the fear she felt in her heart at the unknown threat to her children. She kissed the top of Anakin's head and called to the twins, "Jacen, Jaina, take your brother and go play with the droids, please. I need to talk with your daddy and Uncle Luke." As the children disappeared into the house she looked up at her brother with huge, imploring eyes. "Take me back, Luke...take me back to those damnably haunting visions." A quiet resolve enveloped her Sense. "I can remember. I must remember." She clenched her fist tightly, her voice hard. "I swear by the Force within me - I will remember!" ******************** It was with some difficulty that Luke and Han had persuaded Leia to wait until the evening to journey back in time. Since learning of Anakin's nightly summons, Leia had adamantly refused to let her children anywhere near the Ewok ceremony, and between the three adults they had somehow managed to get all four children abed as twilight enveloped the forest. Closing the door to their sleeping chambers and stepping out onto the verandah, Leia hurried to her brother and husband where they stood waiting by the railing. Luke touched her Sense, nodded consent and gestured to one of the self-conforming chairs. Leia settled herself, reached for Han, and he sat in the chair next to hers, taking her hands in his. In his touch she received his unique, almost reckless brand of grit, emboldening her to overcome the pervasive dread that threatened to dominate all perception. Leia seized upon that sustenance as she gazed deeply into her husband's eyes, drawing upon his strength and his love. //It's okay, sweetheart.// He squeezed her hand. //I'll be there, too, right beside you, with you every step of the way.// She eagerly grasped his mental reassurance, and the intensity of their newly found Force-link shook her Sense to its very essence. She closed her eyes, absorbing the raw energy of her husband's Sense as it settled into her being. Its fearless quality stoked her with the courage to face the demons that were locked in the dungeons of her mind, in hopes that she could purge them and lay them to rest. Leia took a deep breath, looked again at her brother, teacher and guide, whom she was now asking to lead her into Darkness. "Take me back," she commanded. "I have much to tell you...and ever so much to learn." The Jedi Master sat before his sister and placed his fingertips to her temples, as Han had witnessed before. He watched in fascination as his wife's large dark eyes went vacant, her eyelids drooping, until her lashes lay like thick draperies upon her cheeks. Her breath came in a steady rhythm with the rise and fall of her chest, and Han watched her carefully for any signs of distress, ready to absorb her fear with his Sense the moment it was detected. Leia relaxed into her brother's probe, feeling herself carried on psychic waves through recent events, through the pain and passion of the night before. She journeyed again through the long recuperation from her illness, finally into the heart of her raging delirium, consciously quelling the instinctive wall of protection that tried to prevent her from re-entering that zone of torture, that time of fear. Slowly and painfully the memories fully surfaced, tearing at her mind with sharp talons, threatening to take her under, and she fought to repel the fear that sought to claim her. Vaguely, on the periphery of perception, she felt Han's Sense. Aware of its insistent Presence, she instinctively channeled its throbbing energy into her need to persevere over Darkness, and, thus armed, she plummeted headlong into the abyss of memory. As if from a great distance, Leia heard a voice calling a name - hers? No, not Leia - but Aura. The woman was calling someone named Aura...and that woman and Leia were now one and the same. ******************* //Aura! Aura, darling! Where are you? Come to me, daughter!// The woman stumbled along a forest path, the whole of her Sense dominated by fear, her breath coming in great sobs. What was happening to her people? Where was her daughter? Where were all the children? The village children had disappeared, one by one, and although exhaustive physical and psychic searches had been conducted with their combined Senses, all was to no avail. Slowly, painfully, the women of the village had succumbed to the mindless, paralyzing fright instinctive to mothers whose young are threatened. Their mates, intimately linked to their wives and children, had been unable to aid their loved ones in these desperate times, and in their anguished helplessness they had also fallen prey to the darkness of the women's despair. The woman now followed the forest path, turning onto a side trail and coming upon a field of tall grass. //Aura! Hear me, daughter! Why won't you answer me?// Before her stood a mighty tree, its ancient arms twisting about each other and pointing upward, thrusting skyward like fingers of light. She sensed the shocking power that pulsated from within it. Illumination struck the woman with a force that took her breath away. The Tree! The children were inside the Tree! Somehow this massive pillar of light and life had taken in the village children, feeding off of their Jedi-bred talents, growing in power with every offering, absorbing their collective Sense and lifeblood; as though through metamorphosis the children were now as one with the Tree. The woman threw herself prostrate before it, her Sense reaching for her daughter, desperate for the touch of the child's mind. With amazing clarity she received the immediate response from Aura, and the mother cradled her child's Sense lovingly, joyously embracing the knowledge that the other children were safe as well - somehow inside the Tree. But how? There was movement behind her, alerting her Jedi senses, and the woman blocked all thoughts of the children from her mind, safe from prying eyes. She turned, and there before her stood a man enshrouded in such Darkness that her very essence was shaken to the core. Fear was a dark dagger that ripped at her vitals. She turned terrified eyes to the wizened face, shrinking from the concentration of Evil she felt in his Sense, the baleful glare that shone from the strange yellow eyes. The man sneered, locking her gaze to his and sending forth a wave of such heinous intent that the woman gasped and fell backward, rolling upon the mossy ground beneath the Tree, shrieking with Sense and voice: "No! Not the children!" The Dark Man threw back his head and laughed, the sound of his manic glee echoing madly throughout the forest. Darkness fed off the woman's agony, delighting in her prone form before him - another Jedi morsel to fuel his raging hunger. ****************** Han instinctively embraced his wife's suddenly rigid form, feeling her frighteningly rapid slide into hysteria. He put all of his strength behind his psychic grip on her Sense, frustrated at his own clumsiness in using this new and unfamiliar skill, slowly and painfully pulling her toward the present, sweating with the effort to bring her back to them. Luke joined him, worried at the depths his sister had descended into madness. The men managed to wrap their Senses around Leia, concentrating as one to wrest her from the grip of terror. With an abruptness that startled them, her eyes snapped open, and Han ached at the raw panic that dominated their depths. Her breath was coming in ragged sobs and far too rapid for proper oxygen intake. "She's gonna hyperventilate," Han warned in a worried voice, tightening his hold on her with his arms and with his Sense. Luke reached with his Jedi senses to calm his sister, yet not quickly enough, and he cried her name with voice and Sense as she suddenly collapsed against her husband. For a moment the two men simply sat there, too shaken by the experience to move. Han shifted his wife in his arms, lifting her and carrying her to the swing, her head and arms hanging limply. He gingerly sat down, cradling her to him, his Sense reaching into hers. Alarmed at the state of emotional turmoil and mental disarray he felt within her, he held her tightly, projecting reassurance deeply into her psyche, projecting peace. He felt Luke's efforts join his, and together they vied for her soul against the demons she'd faced so bravely, out of fear for her children - and out of her love for them. After a seemingly endless stretch of time, Leia stirred in his arms and looked up at him with tortured eyes, whispering hoarsely: "They've taken my children." "No, Leia," Han told her firmly. "Not our children. They're all here, asleep in their beds. Nothing is gonna happen to them. I promise." She seemed not to hear him. "They've taken my children," she repeated, and a low moan began deep within her, tearing its way through her with agonizing slowness until it burst from her throat with an anguish that shook Han to the core. Luke reached quickly to put a Force block around Leia, to dampen the emotional turmoil the sleeping children might be able to pick up from their mother. As he did, he heard Han trying to get through to her. "Leia!" Han commanded. "Stop! You'll scare the kids. Reach for them, Leia! You can feel them; Jacen and Jaina, Anakin and baby Cady - all of them asleep in their beds." He shook her and forced her to look at him, her eyes great brown wells of misery. "Come with me! We'll touch Cady together." Luke watched as Han's eyes drifted to the vacant spot that put him in touch with the infant, watched as Leia's tortured features slowly eased and her tears began to flow, slowly at first, rapidly turning to great sobs of relief as she reached for her other children and joyfully embraced their Senses. She clung to Han with a desperation neither man had ever witnessed. Luke permitted himself to draw breath as her Sense made its painful way back to a more or less normal state. Han held her as he had that night on Coruscant, the first time she had visited the Tree, and somehow they all felt that the terror rose not from the Tree itself, but from the Darkness that had invaded its realm - a Darkness that had to be eradicated. Somehow the fortress-Tree had taken those lost Jedi children into its protection, shielded from the Evil that had been Palpatine and that had preyed upon their parents. And the task was now before them to free those children, while protecting their own - and each other - from a similar fate. Eventually Leia quieted in Han's arms and her trembling ceased. He looked down at her head where it rested against his shoulder, and brushed his lips against the wisps of hair that kissed her forehead. "How about it, sweetheart?" he asked softly. "You okay?" She nodded and slowly sat up in his lap, yet made no move to leave his comforting warmth. She sat with her knees draped over his legs, her slippered feet dangling, and looked down at them, deep in thought. "So that's what she meant," she murmured. "What who meant?" the men asked in unison, and Leia looked first at Han, then at Luke. "Our mother," she told them. "Mother paid me a visit yesterday - and left me with some rather puzzling clues to ponder." She glanced at Han, her mouth twisting slightly. "I didn't tell you everything she said," she informed him. "When I asked her why I had been summoned before the Tree she said that it was because I wanted to come - that I was always meant to be the one." She looked up at Luke. "She said it was my Destiny." Her eyes drifted into the Force and Leia was quiet for so long that her brother was prompted to bring her back to the present. "What is, Leia?" Luke urged. "What is your destiny?" "To be the savior of the children," she answered in a far-away voice. "Mother said that Arcadia would not be the last of my children, only the last child of my body. 'Your Destiny lies with the Lost Ones', she told me. Her parting words were, 'Free them and raise them as your own.'" To Leia, the illumination was now startling, the reason she had been compelled to return to Endor's sanctuary moon, time and time again over the years. Obviously, she'd been summoned, yet had not been destined to hear the call until this particular point in her life. "If it's your Destiny to free the children, sweetheart, then why is it the Tree keeps calling to our children?" Han wanted to know. "If it was pulling the kids in to protect them from the Emperor, why is it trying to pull our kids in now? Palpatine's been dead for an awful long time." "Perhaps it senses a new evil," Luke said quietly, struck with sudden foreknowledge. He looked at Han and Leia, and shook his head in warning. "I've sensed a lurking Darkness ever since I touched down here, weeks ago. At first I thought it was the darkness of the illness that had overtaken you, Leia, but I couldn't sense it in the vicinity of the treehouse. I've visited the Tree several times and I don't detect any more darkness than the usual cosmic waste that lingers on any world where lives have been lost." He paused thoughtfully, gazing off into the forest. "Yet you felt it, intensely," he continued quietly, and again swept the area with his Jedi senses. "I get the feeling it's lying dormant...somewhere out there in the forest -" he broke off, glancing up at the endless stars above them, reaching. "Or maybe up there, out there..." he shook his head, puzzled, yet certain of one thing. "It is there - somewhere - waiting. Perhaps the time has not yet come for its awakening." Leia shuddered and Han tightened his arms around her, hugging her to him in a fierce embrace. "Let's just make sure we're ready for this Darkness when it decides it's time to wake up," he said grimly. ***************** Later that evening, after Luke had gone to bed and Leia was busy with Arcadia's late-night feeding, Han returned to the porch swing and sat alone in the moonlight, deep in thought. It had seemed like the perfect plan, to abscond with his family and whisk them far away from the madness of Imperial City, to escape to a forest moon where life was simple, and beautiful, and every day was filled with happiness. Destiny, it seemed, had something else in mind. Try though he might, Han found that he could not totally shield his family from the dangers of the universe. He had brought them here, to the sanctuary they had always found it to be; but instead of providing the haven they sought, Endor had turned into yet another battleground. He felt his wife's presence and looked up to watch her graceful approach, reaching for her with his arms and with his Sense. He pulled her down beside him and they sat together, drinking of each other's essence, feeding each other the comfort they so sorely needed. Leia looked up at him, her tortured eyes pleading, and Han's heart lurched at the fear that swam their depths. "We're in this together, sweetheart," he reminded her, his voice deep and rich in his sincerity. "And together we'll get through it. Trust me. Believe in us!" She watched him for a long moment, her heart in her eyes, reaching for his Sense and clutching it to her soul with desperate hands. She touched his face, traced the scar on his chin with her thumb. Their eyes connected and smoldered with an intensity that ignited the ever- present flame, like that unknown evil, lying dormant just beneath the surface, waiting to be awakened. "Make love to me, Han" Leia whispered. "I want to be one with you - in life, and in the Force." Without a moment's hesitation, Han took her face in his hands and kissed her with all the pent-up emotion that had built to a fevered pitch throughout the long, arduous day, and she answered his calling with a fire of her own. As always, the torch burned brightly, the added dimension of their Force-link adding fuel to the flame. Han Solo carried his wife to their bed and together they fortified themselves for the confrontation to come; and baby Arcadia, the tiny bundle destined to be the object of the looming battle, slept peacefully through her parents' passion, and drew strength from their renewal. [End Chapter]